~Se3k y3 f1r$t tH3 k1n9d0m 0f 90D~

2006-06-28T16:13:00.000+08:00

cant the class just think about each other? its always the few of us doing everything. we aint that free okays. we think of all the ideas, get so excited but when we see the class's attitude towards it, we're like, just forget it. its discouraging in case you didnt know. today 301 got upset toos. daniel was super angry. chill okays? at least there was still some spprit in mg lahs. ours is the totally dont even bother to raise objections to the idea. forget it. just hope we'll unite together before end of this year.

why do i have so many things to worry about? trying super hard to go back to my happy go lucky style. everyone expects that of me and i really want them to stop worrying ferr me. i really wants things to be just like before. i want to spend lots of time with grace. she's like the bestest friend ever. i really miss grace. ohyes. grace! i told my parents already. but they told me i'll just haveto bear with it.i'm like. HOW?! i decided to drop the topic about that which we talked about that day. its one less thing ferr me to think about. my life is too messed up already. with that it'll mess up more. andand. grace! the thingy on your blog is vietnamese! my roommate recognised it. hehs.

okays. so crappy news is that my parents somehow make me feel like they aint doing too well there. feel super lousy as their child. cant get superb results, neither am i helping them in any way. i'm super FAILURE. so it seems like i'm not such a good actress at all. even the most unexpected guy knew that i wasnt myself. how lousy can i get. got super tons of things to say lahs. but those close friends can see it immediately. so i say, when can i get back my smile?

CONGRATS TO DANIAL AND REIKO(:

2006-06-24T09:47:00.000+08:00

so radical conference was just AMAZING!
i wont ever forget what happened.
did i mention that we wrote on the tape?x)
teresa and i did. hahahs.
i used my orange pen!
teresa used my black pen.(:
i must thank teresa ferr that hug.
did i mention that.
I LOVE TERESA(:

oops.
some animal that i cant draw gets jealous how?
DONT CARE!x)
anyways
i'll TRY to upload the pictures.
rarely do it.
lazy!
jed cant stand pictures.
ask him what to take and he says.
take.
A BREAK!
like
super LAME!
we were one hour late.x)
we missed the first day concert.
we didnt know at all!
hahahs.
some funny guy
the one sitting next to me ferr the first workshop
hahahs.
felt like telling him something.
he wont bite but he might scratch.
hee.
i wanted to take his bag.
hahahs.
scare him.x)
but i didnt know him that well.
so i cant lahs.
sadsad.
if it was joshua, i'm SURE to do it!
we were late ferr our first workshop toos!
we super horrible.x)

JESUS!

2006-06-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

i'm super bored.
just like cheryl.x)
i'm kind of feeling super down.
since 14 june.
facing four walls everyday.
hearing only my own voice
hols have been super ultra boring!
too short.
then school term picks up.
thermodynamics):
dont want it.
i want to run!
but i need hieu to run with me.
he's coming back in two days time!(:
then i'll see him again.
our wonderful nights.
staring at the stars.
predicting whether it'll rain tmr.
hahahs.
then mr sukandar comes.
tells us to get back to our own room.
hahahs.
i miss phuong and deborah!
i realised how much hostel means to me now!
anna and christina(:
hockey sticks!
going crazy and get warned by ms norizan!
at midnight.x)
that was after exams. x)
running around disturbing others.
hee.
sighs.
its just LOVELY.

okays.
so change topic first.
geting myself to be happier.
cheryl and i bought this hp thingy!
mitchell's shoe shopping(:
plus the balls.
plus the waiting around.
plus the stealing of food(:
of the CHCKEN WRAP TIMES!
mitchell is just so fun.
yayy!
cheryl is jsut as spastic as ME!
JOSE is a little eccentric.
hee.
john still hyper on COKE!
RYAN still getting bullied by me.
hahahs.
hansiang not picking up his hp.
and then wasting his time because of me.
i feel super evil! but i still love school because of them
yayy!

andand.
JOEL WON THE BET!
dalston got whacked.
not literally.(:
i think the 2nd bet joel won toos.
or was it dalston that bet 2-1?
so confusing.
hahahs.
i havent won at all!):
but joel's in MALAYSIA!
ohman.

LOVES.

2006-06-19T08:31:00.000+08:00

I MISSED TALKING TO DAN JOEL AND DALSTON

it felt good to talk to them again okays.(:

i'm sure i'm going to win that bet!

they're a super sweet bunch.

yuppies.

they're treating their church leader!

father's day dinner!(:

dalston's got school.):

i'm still going to win that bet on the match!

dalston couldnt get up to watch it!

lazy bug.x)

then we crapped super a lot lahs.

SRINATH!

in case you didnt know.

you're what makes my life complete okays.

you're the bestest person of my life right now.

thankies ferr being there!

MY DEAREST BROTHER!<3

if i was to choose,

who's the one person to live

while the rest perishes,

i'll choose YOU.(:

coz life's nothing to me.

nothing without YOU.

loves.

anyone wants to tell me whyy i'm awake super early?x)

i want to know too.

2006-06-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

YAYYIE! hahahs. i shant say why i'm happy(: but at least he's not against me or something. i hope(: he remembers me! hee. hahahs. i'm super happy lahs.(:

okays. so back to todayy. went to school and we decided not to run! too lazy.x) i told ryan that it was too dark to run! hahahs. how funny. ohyes! rewind. i was chased by a DOG.=X it was super ultra mega scary lahs. i ran then stopped running. coz i remembered that the dog will jstu chase me even more. then i stopped and the dog stopped. so its alrights.(: i'm still TRAUMATISED! gosh. okays. forward. x) so i borrowed cheryl's tablet to watch one tree hill! srinath and ryan couldnt take me lahs. chasing me to go take my shower.x)so we left at about ten plus and got to orchard at 11.06(: srinath you cant lie to me about this! hee. grins. i went to the toilet and jose came out! okays. so its okays going out with them. i saw jo and deborah at topshop. i think i saw others toos. hahahs. iono.x) then i met with rachel nicole and tham. we went to zara and guess! and we saw maryann at zara. it was humourous.x) i shant say much. hehs. oh! i saw yunhui at taka. hahahs. smiles. ohman. green tea ice cream is super wierd lahs.=X

done! i really miss mg times. so fun to shop around with them again. smiles. MG friends are the best lahs.
BETTER TELL ME WHEN THAM DOES THAT DARE!(:

2006-06-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

ohman. i dont care lahs. since he is the cause of so many of my friendships, might as well dont want him lahs. you can have whoever you want okays. as long as our friendship is not destroyed. thats all i have to say. i think some people will agree lahs. saves me the torture as well. its not a very nice thing to go through.):

anyways. did i mention that i saw jenkin chermaine and renee at suntec? hahahs. and candice and shaun at west mall toos. then ryan saw flory.(:

CARS IS SWEET(:

ohyes. grace and i went to imm. so many bridal shops! hahahs. we went to have dinner and both tried to take chilli! so both of us were sniffing and turning red like some crazy girls learning how to eat chilli. so embarrassing. i had a drink! hee. grace had a RED forehead! hahahs. we shopped around! okays fine. i suppose to buy stuffies but in the end didnt buy. not even my batteries!): oh! i saw joshua chong. hahahs. and i think his girlfriend or colleague lahs. ohman. the gowns made grace and i go crazy. even the gown in one tree hill was nice! hee.

did i mention that one tree hill is a super nice show? especially since WHOSOEVER is in it.x) grace cant stand me saying that name out lahs. hahahs. ohwells.

my parents are leaving so i'll have more posts to keep my mind from wandering.

LOVES.

2006-06-13T10:11:00.000+08:00

wells. i wished i could turn back time and not let any of this happen. maybe all would have turned out better if all this didnt happen. i'll still have the world's bestest person by my side. to crap around with me and to encourage me. thats true. thats what i want. thats what i need. but doesnt mean that when i've got one such person, that means thats sufficient. some things, not everyone can comprehend. now i've realised that there's always someone better out there. i keep getting better people around me. you can say God's been blessing me, but honestly. are you sure you understand what i'm going through? iono what on earth happened a year ago that destroyed everything between us. i didnt do it on purpose to ruin our friendship. why would i do that? i missed you so much when we didnt see each other so often. i dont get how things changed this much. all this over some guy? i mean. if you told me ealier, i wouldnt bother about him. i tried to change things when i found out but somehow you just saw me as someone ruining whatever that was left between both of you. that wasnt my intentions at all. i didnt go to nus high to make you feel worse about yourself. you tell everyone except ME what i did wrong. then they dont want to tell me and say i should jolly well know what i did wrong. i remember my promise to you. but you said exceptions could be made ferr that time round. is this the way we're going to go on with? i'd sacrifice anyone ferr my friends. whatever relationships i'll sacrifice. afterall it seems like we're two worlds apart so why not we just be sisters just like before. i HATE it when we fight other some third party. who cares. now you'll say i'm being insensative to his feelings but i really treasure friendship more than anything else okays. ):

ohman. i 've got more to this ferr today.

you. why must you tell him everything i say? you do know its personal. maybe you're my 'friend' ferr certain purposes. but i really missed last year when we just had times in the canteen together and it was just the few of us together during our short ten minutes break. i thought you wouldnt be like my past. but you WERE. now you're happy rights? so its over between me and him. you got him now lahs. fine. it doesnt matter. but now that that has happened. our friendship is over toos rights? you dont even care at all. so much ferr saying i'm your closest sister. taking away all that i treasured. but who are they to me as compared to you? its because you became so FAKE that i had to turn to them. so you got jealous and wanted to defeat me to everything. so i just took a step back and you thought it was because you're better. now you say you want things back between us. its hard. i've tried many times when you've said that but you keep shoving me away. its alright if you want to spoil everything between me and him. it doesnt matter to me now. it did at first but not anymore okays. i just really want you to stop using me. i may seem to have not noticed it. but honestly. i have. i really have. you know i have. stop decieving yourself. i wont backstab you. I PROMISE(: i'm glad that he's willing to change ferr you toos. maybe you should not treating him that way. he doesnt deserve it. he really trusts you. and i hope we can be like what were were last yr. four more yrs and more. i'll always be there whenever you need me okays.

its alright if no one knows what i'm saying.(:

i just need SOMEONE now.):

2006-06-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

ohman.
only florence and i are youths lahs. half of angel toos. TWO AND A HALF YOUTHS ONLY! tsktsk. everytime got youth hospitality turn, always ends up with florence and i. today angel did a bit then she left. although she said she went to get the guys lahs. ohwells. BENBEN HELPED!(: yayyie. thankies. hahahs.he's the nicest guy in the church lahs.

okays. so flory and i went lot one after getting our free food from auntie cindy.x) we bought sushi and ice blended and had our meal! hahahs. and walked into almost every single shop in lot 1. hee. there were some cute creatures in lot 1! hahahs. yuppies. couldnt get any present ferr my mommie or daddy.): thenthen. i did the dumbest thingy. i deleted all the birthdates in my hp!>.< so we were walking around and trying to insert all the birthdates again. hahahs. super funny lahs. hee. ohwells.

SAM AMD ALVIN MAKE BAD LIARS.x)

2006-06-08T17:59:00.001+08:00

i watched cheryl and ryan train!
thenthen
cheryl and i went shopping(:
far east. neoprints!
then we went back to clementi to get bubble tea
andand.
i left ferr clement's house.
watched them jam.
hee

joshua cant remember his knots!
tsktsk.
'spl ah!'
some sort what clement said.x)
ryan and joshua played dota!
i didnt get to play.):
HMPHFS.
bryan and little mitchell came!
joshua loves mitchell lahs!
heehees.
now clement cant harm mitchell.x)
i can do the cube!
joshua cant. hee.
ryan didnt have to go bryan's house.
he got the thingy from me!
i'm nice.x)
bear dance!
hahahs.
did i mention?
clement's dog super scary.=X
dogs*
yuppies.
he drums too loudly!
i cant hear myself!>.<>

2006-06-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

2006-06-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

BACK!(:
lets go through. hee.

day 1
got to church slightly late lahs. but not that late. then we were playing with the ball. then we got on the bus and loaded our instruments. then we left! joshua! diarrhoea like crazy okays. thank God its better when we went shopping. hee. he kept going toilet! we ate huge pau! oh! douglas lent me his mp3!(: thankies. hahahs. ryan come snatch with me. rarrhs. but i'm nice. hehs. jk. ryan and i got nagged at ferr leaving our passports in our bags. hmphfs. how we know lahs. couldnt find rubberbands to tie my hair at the shopping centre! then joshua douglas and ryan suppose to meet me at the arcade but they poofed off! then later they found me and i found them. hahahs. there was this sign saying ' house fly treatment'. so they treating the houseflies or exterminating them? hee. then lunch. then got to the hotel and flory and i were hyper in the room! then we went bowling!(: then dinner that suppose to be western but turned out only the souop was.x) then we had to do chicken dance! ohyes. our groupings. i joshua samuel daniel joel rachel all together! hahahs. ryan gone! hee. jk. we had lots of visitors to our room lahs! then we were the messengers ferr lisa and rachel. hehs. so flory and i then fell asleep. hee. thats all i remember!x) ohoh! i stole daniel's oreos.x) our visitors. daniel george ryan teresa janice douglas(:

day 2
i woke up first and was surfing the channels to find CNA! but, there wasnt.): i wanted to know the time but fory went to sleep with her watch and her hp with her. so i couldnt find out the time. bleaghs. so finally she woke up and i realised that it was 6.51! then we showered and went to disturb felicia and angel. angel is like, super gullible lahs!x) then tons of people thought we went swimming! wierd. early in the morning?=X then we had sermon with pastor khoo. then asked him qierd questions. hee. then andrew called me THAT GIRL! i got name lahs. hmphfs. but pastor khoo's sermon was quite good. kingdom people and the kingdom of God. we got to seize the opportunity!(: yuppies. then we had games! our group's team of six! joel rachel samuel daniel joshua i(: the lee all in. hahahs. besides the mommie. hee. we got4th ferr chopstick! then first ferr stepping paper! then 2nd ferr running around! then one of the 3 or 4 groups that guessed the occupation(: afterthat went bowling again. hahahs. joshua super tyco!x) flory give chance to him only. we taught sarah how to bowl!(: then the terror starts. sarah terror! hee. jk. dinner was fun. sarah bought her cheese cake! hahahs. night service with the adults. healing service! i thought it was super meaningful lahs. ya. then we had youth gathering and felicia's group super long! faye and i started hypering when they finished! hee. then faye scare me when she got scared by a cat. hahahs. boo. then flory and i went back to shower. ryan came to play guitar! then later he played guitar in the dark! hahahs. he came to our room to PLAY GUITAR. hahahs. flory and i fell asleep with wet hair!):

day3
did i mention we pranked tons of rooms on day2?x) super fun. then douglas or alvin or sam pranked me back! twice! or thrice? ohyes! 3 times lahs!we woke up at 7.10! anyways, sermon on prophesy. its super cool to see some people do it! wells, i think one day ican toos. yuppies. hahahs. its the faith. ya. then the treasure hunt and i managed to steal the 'dop' card from ryan! but his group threatened me. so i got scred.=X give then back. joshua stole their 'c' and passed to me. then i passed to rachel. ryan still chasing me lahs. hmphfs. so silly cow. hahahs. must know that i'm smart!x) jk. then bowling tornament. i settled ferr 3rd. auntie cindy first. flory's mommie 2nd. florence and i were like super close? difference of one. hee. she give chance lahs. >.< then douglas came to our room again! then we played uno. then later talentime! so i had to sing and i couldnt convince flory to sing with me. so janice did.(: hee. we won 2nd! ferr group. smiles. the dancers did a great job and so did the musicians! smiles. youths!<3 some went home though. ryan felicia faye george christopher. iono the rest that went back on that night. florence and i were super tired so we slept with wet hair.x)

day4!
we woke up late. hahahs. break fast at 7.30, we woke up at 7.30! hee. ohwells. we werent the ohnly late ones! we concluded that it runs in our youths. last day of camp SURE LATE(: hee. sarah called us and rushed us down. hehs. holy communion. pastor's sermon super short! ya. then sharing and pack up. flory and i were fast! coz we packed already. hee. i didnt have time to wash my hair in the morning and since i slept with wet hair the previous night, my hair was DISASTROUS!! =X so had to pin it up like some nuthead lahs. had lunch then we left. we kept calling uncle stephen as sebestian's daddy when we spoke to teresa. then she was telling us to call him uncle stephen instead! hahahs. so flory's mommie wanted to call uncle stephen but ended up saying uncle sebestian. hee. i got terribly bullied on the bus. by peanut alvin sam doug! hmphfs. but. douglas lent me his mp3 again! hee. thankies again. although i brought mine, i wanted to use his. grins. shopping! at that boring place. but i bought a shirt, slippers and bear!(: controlled like crazy okays. hmphfs. so we got some dumb queue at singapore customs that was super slow. peanut acting dumb again. hahahs. typical joshua. hee. so i decided to abandon sam alvin and joshua and talk to douglas who was so much nicer! hee. our mission was accomplished! hee. sigh of relief. hee. jk. but we all couldnt stand that tourguide. SERIOUS! hahahs. first day scolded ryan ferr nodding his head non stop. hee. so we annoyed her by nodding our head even more. then she seems to be against the youths or something on the first day. rarrhs. ohwells. got back to church and joshua stare at me. obviously i'm not asleep! hahahs. cow.x) auntie lillian sent me home! lisa super cute in the car. then flory and i still super tired. grins. we baby sit lisa the night before lahs! hehs. CREPE!<3

thats all. i need my sleep! byes.

2006-06-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

grace did laugh at the picture!

as expected.x)

maybe i should put it up(:

then everyone can laugh!

hee.

cheryl shaun daniel and i

we were helpful!

we did nametags(:

new yr 1s have such funky names(:

lexus

richmond

tons of EUGENE!

lanqiao.x)

ryan YOU.

shelly

i think parents are smart!

they can think of such coolies names lahs.

SESAME STREET!(:

2006-05-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

XMEN 3 today!

we saw yunhui and her friend
so we watched the show with them
YUNHUI BULLY HIM!x)
then we saw slyvie.
andand. her FRENCH FRIEND.x)
ahems.
joke joke. hee.
then saw two seniors.
orchard got invaded!
with NUSH students.
grins.

johno BULLY!):
hmphfs.

my cap super LOW.):

DUMB SMO!):
super UBER hard lahs.>.<

2006-05-28T17:38:00.000+08:00

something from deborah! hee. thats how fun lahs.

1.Grace
2.Joshua
3.Bryan
4.Ryan
5.Srinath
6.Anren
7.Nithin
8.John
9.Aaron
10.Daniel
11.Luxin
12.Samuel
13.Deborah
14.Florence
15.Elsa
16.Tabitha
17.Felicia
18.Mayfong
19.Zuxin
20.Cheryl

Answer the following questions.
-How did you meet 14 ? uh. iono? since i was born?=X
-What would you do if you never met 1? my life will be a MESS.(:
-What would you do if 20&9 dated? hahahs. thats fun.x) *dont whack me both of you.
-Did you ever like 19? coughs. as a friend ONLY. yuppies.
-Will 6 and 17 make a good couple? erms. they dont know each other. hee.
-Describe 3. someone who owes me SOMETHING ferr mroe than a year. grins.*hinthint.
-Do you think 8 is attractive? Ya. my twin brother.(:
-Tell me something about 7. He got a dimple.(: bnut john's still nicer. hee. jk.
-Do you know any of 12's family? uh. his whole family. some of his relatives? hee.x)
-What would you do if 11 confesses that he likes you? COUGHS. whack my head with a tennis racket.
-What language does 15 speak? English. Chinese? hee.
-Who is 9 going out with? not as yet. but SOON.x)
-How old is 16? 14
-When was the last time you talked to 13? friday. hahahs.
-Who's 2's fave singer/band? ANY CHRISTIAN BAND!(:
-Would you date 7? erms. lets see.
-What's 10's last name. LIM! i know okays. dont try lying daniel. smiles.
-Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 4? erms.(: hahahs. dumdee.
-What school does 18 go to. my school lahs. hahahs. ya.
-Where does 4 live? SINGAPORE.(: unless you want his detailed address.x)
-What's your favourite thing about 5? He rocks and he's my bestest friend! (:

2006-05-27T09:10:00.000+08:00

DORMANT MONKEY!

how dumb to get a stomach pain the 2nd day of games day.
we lost to fibo.):
i think charmaine's really disappointed.
SORRY!
last yr's champs.
this year's last.
sort of.
tied with fleming.
i'll work hard ferr track and cross.
but FARADAY has so many trackies!>.<
we have aaron and nat and eugene. hee.
we got mayfong!
elaine's the best goal defender!<3
SMO!
got to do well.
hahahs.

TOODLES<3

2006-05-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

second post.
who cares!
coz
JESUS ROCKS!(:
I'M SUPER SURE
yuppies.
I FEEL HIS PRESENCE!
HE MARKED MY PAPERS!
I LOVE JESUS WITH MY LIFE!
gosh
HE'S SIMPLY AWESOME LAHS

andand. out of point.
i want me time!
i want more time with JESUS.
i want more time with YOU.
yes. you know.
i want more time to think
think and settle my thoughts.
YOU OR YOU OR YOU OR YOU?
aiyah.
all four i dont want can?
i want JESUS!(:
how i wished YOUs understood me.
wait.
if they did then i wouldnt be like this.
i would LOVE the best one.
ARGHS!
JUST THROW ME OFF SRINATH!

okays.
i'm convinced.
LISTENING TO TOO MUCH SIMPLE PLAN AINT GOOD!

2006-05-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

BIO-PASS
2 CHEM-PASSPASS!
PHYSICS-PASS!(:
3 MATHS-PASS!!
ENGLISH-PASS
CHINESE-PASS(:
LIT-PASS!

unbelievable!x)

by God's grace. i passed physics!
these are the papers.
not the overall.
i hope i pass overall.
i know physics and maths no viva.
chem dont need toos.
bio nopes.
english dont care.x)
chinese. no such thing!

hahahs.
the hard work paid off with a PASS grade.
hahahs.
not too fantastic but.
PASS!x)

OVER THE HEDGE IS CUTE.<3

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRYAN!<33
ytd.
hope you had a wonderful time yesyes?(:

2006-05-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

FAILURE

thats the word.
they canjump off buildings
it would be a nuch better world

MAYBE I SHOULD

-a typical failure takes the typical failure's ways-

2006-05-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

OVER!(:

hahahs.
i thought through the papers.
realised i knew how to do some that i didnt know how to do.
how dumb can i get.):

I RANKED FIRST IN LASER QUEST!

surprising?x)
bowling was fun!(:
my strike made the system hang.
josiah's super CUTE!
john's fencing thingy super fun.
weicheng and i against ryan!
ryan is plain TYCO!
hahahs.
jk.

JOSHUA!(:
i'm not dead yet its because of YOU! your conselling services. hahahs. jk. but you were super supportive and encouraging lahs. then offering your help although your exams already ended and you should be out playing. we can jam AGAIN! cant wait. lunchy soon. LOVES.(:

ps. i grew coz of you friend.<3

BRYAN
SRINATH
JOHN
GABRIEL
DEBORAH
PHUONG
HIEU

yuppies. i owe my life to them.(:

JESUS IS KING!

2006-05-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

heyys.
i'm still SLACKING.
arghs.
the guilt in me lahs!

anyways.
saw kenneth on friday while going home with srinath
kenneth is erms.
KENNETH!
he's so typical aci now okays.
tuck in your shirt.
tsktsk.
dont be so much of a bad boy.
say okays!
before i tell your mommie lahs.

i want my parents.
i guess that feeling is settling in at the wrong time.
but what to do when i have my brother?!
he yelled at me when i was sick
he said i was sleepwalking when i told him something.
he dont answer my calls
when i need him home urgently!
sometimes i wonder if he's really my brother.=X
ohwells.
i'll try to tolrate all these.

2006-05-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

But now, this is what the LORD says - he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the LORD, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;

an extract from isiah 43:1-3 i think.
i think its really touching.
or at least at this point of time ferr me

my mind's wandering from me
i took the wrong bus
i tooped up my card twice
i bought the wrong food
i almost tipped over the edge
iono how

i'm going to flunk all my papers
i studied more ferr this physics test
yet what did i get?
i give up
i'm still dumb
whether i study or not
i want to drop out of school
dont even want to go back to mg

JOSHUA!

2006-05-03T21:19:00.000+08:00

srinath broke a chair!x)
superb.
ohwells
it made me laugh
its a rare true laugh
although my record time of not laughing is
erms
13 secs?
john timed me.
i just laugh a lot ferr a reason
so i'll cheer up.(:
realy felt like breaking down today
then i saw cheryl
decided to ask her to run.(:
then as i walked there, she asked me to run!
so we decided to run
hahahs
sadsad.
i ran four rounds and had stitch):

srinath is a great friend!(: you're always there lahs. even with your crankiness but yet serious thingy. hahahs. yuppies. thankies tons bestie.(:

mitchell! maths class has never been more fun if you werent the one beside me. andand. i bet i freaked you out by telling you about THAT. dont alrights? its functioning normally now. smiles. hope you get what i mean lahs. hahahs. yuppies.

2006-05-01T09:59:00.000+08:00

sick
so annoying
i got to start studying!
i finished one hmk
i still got the oral thingy
i really got no mood to study
got lit
arghs

church was alrights ytd
saw sam and josh at lot 1
and the gang
alvin jed dan sebestian theresa
who else?
iono.x)
theresa's super funny
hahahs
prayer ic ferr dance!
kind of shocked
dont know if i'm up to it
ohwells

doggie snipped her hair!
fur lahs
super cute.x)

good bye<3

2006-04-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

i dread chem and physics
i couldnt finish chem paper
didnt do questions worth 17 marks.
so to pass, i need to get the rest correct
or just lose 3 marks
IMPOSSIBLE.
forget it.
its super annoying
i never ever worried about failing in mg
can dont study and still score
hmphfs
my jacket is still in the chem lab
cant retrieve it.):
today's such a messed up day
its super annoying

but the lit lesson was fun.x)
ya. my only happy time of today.
ohwells.

loves.

2006-04-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

silly stomach pain
ferr eight and a half hours!
now its gone.
smiles
hahahs

i begged the pe teacher to let me play
even when i was sick
so she finally allowed me
but then i got sicker):
but i REFUSED to tell her i wasnt feeling well

i know whats spastic in chinese.
my new chinese name
li chi dun
hahahs
in english it simply means
spastic lee.x)

so i got to go home today.
walked in the rain
bryan and i got slightly wet
even when he told me to use my file
how can i see him get wet while i'm dry?
its unfair rights

THANKIES FERR WAITING FERR MY BUS WITH ME<3

then he went to his mommie's office
he's such a caring person.
hahahs
gabriel had funny answers to the quiz
my brown answer was the funniest.

mikel finds it easy to counter my points!
hmphfs.
john not only has a nice dimple
he has funny red faces.x)

alrights.
nightees.
loves.

2006-04-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

my mommie and daddy are home!(:
I LOVE JESUS FERR THAT!

but the thing is
i cant tell them everything.
thats why i still feel horriblee.

SRINATH IS A SUPER FUN GUY(:

ryan got hurt
please
take care.

jacque thinks i like AHEMS.
cheryl helped me and said she dont thinks so(:
now they want to find out who's the other AHEMS
from AHEMS school.x)
try it.
hahahs
grins.

gabriel borrowed my lappy
i took such a long time to dig my mouse out!

ANNOYING EXAMS>.<

and YOU werent there on friday
and YOU dont know how much that hurt me
YOU simply enjoy breaking me
dont YOU?

i dont need YOU no more.

2006-04-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

mr ng told me to remove me tie
bleaghs
ohwells
i was kind of lazy to take it off
but he told me to
so i did(:

dance went alright ytd
i crashed into the fan AGAIN during the dance
hahahs
AMELIA YOU DID WELL(:
your testimony was superb
smiles

elsa flory and i had longan and almond debate AGAINx)

i cant take what i'm learning!
hmphfs

EUGENE KORKOR!
do not laugh when i say jab jab poke poke.
whats wrong with that?
bleaghs.

deb fiona and i ordered macs in(:
reiko's brother is super adorable!
he almost forgot me.x)

I WANT TO KNOW YOU MORE!

2006-04-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

i somehow think that i havent given the wheel of my life to God yet. thats why i'm about to crash. i think there's something very very wrong with me. i think i'm super down because its the devil at work. dont want me to dance tmr. i shall start living a new clean life tmr onwards. throwing the past away. i hope i can. i still cant let go of many things. i touched the keys again. i felt like i cant play them anymore. i cant produce the same music i used to ferr God. i really hope to play as well as before again. i should be happy now. why aint i? i want to do well. i cant focus. remind me again why i wanted to come to this school? ohwells. i'll just make good use of my time by iono doing what.

all i ever wanted was to do well in my studies. then you came along and created this mess that i have to get rid of first before i can start trying to do well in my studies again. why couldnt you just never ever appear? you think this is a fun game to plaay dont you? you dont know how much damage you've caused. i dont want to clear up the mess alone anymore. someone who will help me get rid of this mess, he will be the one. why cant you just leave me alone? please. shoo!

2006-04-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

hellos.
grace popped by my school!
we were not really doing our project in the classroom
blasting music, playing tennis ball
hahahs
i'm super sorry!
made grace and bryan wait super long lahs.

alrights
so nats still went okays
by God's grace we finished it!

LOVE YOU ALL NUS HIGH TRACK TEAM!<3

i'm somehow changing my impression of guys again
but i still wont change my impression of this one(:
i realised that other guys are almost all the same
i shant continue lahs
someone will whack me afterthis.x)

grace is my bestie.
PETER CANNOT DESTROY OUR FRIENDSHIP.
hahahs.
ask him go get banged by a horse.x)
jk.

loves.

GOOD FRIDAY!
GOD LOVES HIS CHILDREN THAT MUCH
DID YOU KNOW?

2006-04-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

FASHION STATEMENT:

"please put on your tie!"

hahahs.

PRECIOUS MOMENTS FIGURINES

MITCHELL AND I(:

i love reiko. hahahs.<3

2006-04-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TABITHA.(:
dancedance.(:

its one week from now
so scary
i totally messed up today
elsa had slippers that had flowers falling off them.
hahahs
florence made us rush our lunch
jsut to realise that she got wrong info
it still started only at one thirty.
ohwells
grace and i went pizza hut ferr dinner
she wants me to tell her SOMETHING
hahahs

exams are nearing
i havent started studying
i am so going to die
i got no time AT ALL
ohwells

BYES.<3

2006-04-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

Dearest someone out there.

you dont know how much you mean to me
if only you could feel my heartbeat
you would know what i mean
i dont dare to tell you
but this is how i feel
i wonder if you feel that way
its alright if you dont
its alright
i just need you to tell me
just be frank and open up
this smile is because of you
no smile when there aint you
so please let the smile remain
dont say those harsh words to me(:

2006-04-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

i'm really feeling uberly free these days.(:
ferr once
nus high
i could actually find 'free time'
i bet i forgot some stuffies
ohwells.
next week will kill
i cant wait til the end of april
but i dont ever want tmr to come near
true isolation from my ENTIRE family from saturday onwards
ohwells
nicholas has a funny voice thingy
low high
hahahs.
go nicholas!x)
ryan you shouldnt deprive me of food
hahahs
srinath is a nice name
i'm nuts
deborah was nuts ytd
she said EVERYONE's shuai.
yes
i'm shuai jie.
hahahs

TOODLES.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MEIFONG<33

2006-04-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

another hmkless day.
just because i finished them earlier.
smiles.

i had an attack during track.
so i rushed up to get my inhaler.
then i got back down to watch the talent search.
why is everyone singing CHINESE songs?
hmphfs.
my votes are confidential.
as if.x)
i changed seats 5 times!
with deb, then srinath, then ding, then mitch, then deb again, then mitch again.x)
wait. thats 6 seats. so i changed 5 times. correct!(:
afterthat, deb and i went to ginza with bryan.
bought stuffies and now i've got money!
grins.
bryan is one slow walker! hehs.
we saw his church members at kfc.
so deb and i bought cheese fries and consumed them on the way back.
then i had to run to the gate before it was locked!
tiring okays.
then i had terrible stomach pain.
i still feel that asthma tingly feeling.=X
i hate being asthmatic!

forget it. hmphfs.

TOODLES.(:
we all dont want to run anymore.

2006-04-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

i finished my hmk.(:
i can slack a little.
just a short break ferr me lahs.
lets see.
my stomach is hurting like made and i dont have any food in my refridgerator.
i was super full just now thats why i gave my food to gabriel.
he enjoyed it! as usual.x)
i dont have coins with me, so i cant use the vending machine.
i cant get out of my room since its study time.
its annoying!
my stomach is hurting like mad.
hmphfs.
i'll take my panadols then.

byes.(:

2006-04-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

i dont want to run anymore.
not at all.
i shall force myself to stop it.
i'll try my best to stop thinking about running.
I'LL HATE RUNNING.
i'll just hope i dont start running again when i dont have asthma.
3months gone just because of one week of asthma.
how am i suppose to handle that?
its like, i dont want to run anymore.
i wished i never had a passion to run.
forget it.

take it that i did make myself feel better
by indulging on unhealthy food
chicken chop
chicken wrap
pizza
malaysian milo
told you i'm unhealthy now
one day i ate all that.
this week wont go well
i'm sure.
need to do my hk now
byes.

2006-04-01T09:59:00.000+08:00

hellos(:
the race is today
thats scary.=X
everyone's telling me to relax so i wont get an attack
howhow?
ohwells.

ytd i reached home at 11+
hahahs. eugene shouldnt trick me anymore.
its BAD.x)
i love my attractive sister reiko! whees.
we went kfc ferr dinner. laughing fits!x)
then we went shopnsave.
then eugene KORKOR helped us pay ferr our ice cream
smiles. thankies.
eugene and i attended the talk! hahahs.
i was freezing inside the audi.
bleaghs.
srinath and i went crazy during lit on thursday
we dressed up.
pretty srinath! with me.x)
ryan as albert and i the mom
hahahs.
i really might quit my cca now
if my asthma goes on. sighs.
cheryl and i watched the soccer match.
4-1
or 3-1?
i think 4-1.=X
iono.
we got trashed by nanhua. hehs.
yunwei so supported nanhua okays.
cheryl and i killed the white mushrooms
then we were reading magazine
SHAUN LEE IS CUTER THAN JOSHUA ANG.x)
not the shawn from yr 4. hahahs.
not grace's brother.
i dont have my results to do physics lab report.):
die.

byes.

2006-03-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

i shall sit back and relax tonight.
i dont ever want saturday to come
i got asthma monday tuesday wednesday
i'm not going to get an attack today
even if i run later
i might or might not
i just feel like running to get everything out
now i'm all ALONE
sighs
i told ms wong i'll still run
so i will

Lord grant me strength and perseverence PLEASE.

loves.

2006-03-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

heyys.
stomach pains are back
iono why
it hurts like mad
i dislike the laundry
they made my skirt disappear
now i've got no skirt ferr school
how?
hmphfs
life's a total mess
i just recalled that i have chem as well
and just when i thought i finished all my work ferr once
sighs
forget it.
i'll always be doing hmk non stop
my brother's abandoning me in a few hours
i cant get to sleep thinking
i'm losing my energy nowadays

penny dropped by our school today!(:
penny and i will visit the bowlers one day. hehs.
she's a corrupted counsillor okays. grins.
we have similiar skorts!
just that hers is blue and doesnt have an extra pocket.
elaine went to acs intl toos?
bowlers all going there
i should have gone there toos.
sighs.

-i cant move on ferr i'm NUTS over YOU/*

2006-03-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

i cant be that happy go lucky person. its getting annoying. i want to get to ssis now. sighs. ohyes!jeremiah is super cute. he's my inspiration. he could sing how great is our God even when he's so young. he and seth are my life okays. they shall dance ferr christ. sing ferr christ. LIVE THEIR LIVES FERR CHIRST ALONE.(:

i'm feeling lost and all.

the fifty over months together was filled with wonderful memories ferr me. whatever you have done. i know i've hurt you many times but yet you still stood by me. but i guess i cant go on being the way i am towards you. its unfair to you. thankies super a lot ferr all your sacrifices. its time we moved on. if its meant to be, we'll meet again sometime later. ferr now, we'll be nothing more than friends. you changed my life. i hope i changed you. we both will change as we move on to work ferr our future. i'll keep those memories. now and forever. LOVES.

2006-03-26T19:57:00.000+08:00

dance is fun. hahahs. my group is fun. we asked so many questions today. hehs. faye saw me on friday. i didnt see her. bleaghs. annette made everyone in the chapel laugh coz of her laughter. hahahs. i threw up again. sighs. stupid stomach got some problem i guess. hmphfs.

i'm suppose to do hmk. toodles. i really got a song that speaks of everything i feel.

Empower me

Nobody knows how weak I am,
better than You;
Nobody sees all of my needs,
better than You.
And nobody has the power to change me,
from what I was born to be.
Jesus be strong in my weakness,
empower me!

Empower me,
like a rushing riverflowing to the sea.
Lord, send Your Holy Spirit
flowing now through me.
Till I'm living as Your child,
victorious and free,
send the power of Your love,
empower me.

Nobody's eyes see through my soul,
better than Yours;
Nobody's love can make me whole,
no one but Yours.
And nobody has the power to lift me,
to reach for eternity.
Jesus break through all my defences,
empower me.

2006-03-25T17:13:00.000+08:00

i'll try not to think about the exam
thats why i wanted to go to the arcade
but michelle wanted to go orchard
so i didnt go.
but i played bomberman! and the fighter thingy.x)
andand. i got my little baby
its so comforting. hehs.
grace and i are super full
hahahs
our greediness pays a price
bleaghs.
i snipped my hair and its wierd.
gah.
i feel like throwing up.=X
i havent done bio.
i'll do it now.

byes.

2006-03-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling slightly perkier today(:
trying to at least.
izzit THAT obvious that i'm upest?=X
so many people have asked me.
without me telling a single person
they think i dont look okays
ohwells.
with srinath cheering me up about monks
i'll be fine.(:
i finally could go withdraw money.
thankies to bryan who got me to ginza.x)
i really must be grateful to some people ferr cheering me up
andand. being there ferr me.(:

MICHELLE]]you were the FIRST to notice that i wasnt myself on monday. thankies ferr just being there to comfort me and hear me out. although i sort of started tearing and made you panicky.x)

MITCHELL]]thankies ferr noticing toos. you're monkhill.x) even when i said i'm fine, you still kept asking me. hahahs. smiles.
thankies brother!(:

JOHN]]you noticed my wierd self during english. then you kept asking me. thankies okays. andand. just trying super hard to make me smile.

SRINATH]]you! somehow the monk stories can make me a little happier. thankies. although its geting into my brains.x)

RYAN]]thankies ferr your arm! let me let out my depression by vandalising your arm. grins.

MICHAEL]]thankies ferr talking to me and giving me advice okays. we'll talk to each other most often! smiles.

JOSHUA!]]i wont forget you. you msg me like, all the time, 24 hours. smiles. talking all sortsof crazyness andand. about our feelings and stuffies. at least now ben is back. lets hang out soon! go jam okays. smiles. potong pasir!x)

SAMUEL]]thankies ferr still remember this little sister of yours. from mission til now. you always encourage me. i shall learn to entrust this battle to God as you adviced. seeyou soon! smiles. going gen12ii this year?x)

YONGFU]]thankies ferr telling me to relax and stuffies toos. smiles. hahahs. you're my uncle from mission team! grins. going gen 12ii this year? hehs.

RIRONG]] die! so thankful ferr you lahs. really like my die okays. smiles. yayyness! you're going gen12ii! i want the shirt. hahahs. tell me when's commissioning. i'm sure to go.(:

EUGENE]]hahahs. iono why but hanging out with you is really fun. it keeps my mind offupsetting things. just dont keep nudging and poking me! grins. dont torture your stomach. andand. dont sleep so late okays. we'll play bomberman again. whees.

GRACE!]]yes you! you silly girl! the silly hand dryer at the macs near my church. its super fun. grins. must read the 40 dop book! smiles. i'm really lagging behind. bleaghs. seeyou on friday i hope! smiles.you owe me a letter. grins.

ANREN]]thankies brother! whees. you're super nice lahs. one day we'll go play together. just that i cant go barker. too far. although i'm from BARKER.x) uh. lame. hahahs. barker rocks. suisen toos. smiles. study hard! pray okays.

KENNETH]]hellos! i'm uberly sorry about that day. i still owe you favours. study hard okays. important year. play hard toos. i mean the piano.x)

BRYAN]]thankies ferr going to ginza with me although my atm card ended up to be posb and not ocbc.x) ice ceam nice rights? smiles.

DINGQIAO]]i realised what a nice and uberly cute guy you are okays. super fun to be with. smiles. dont eat too spicy stuffies lahs. not good okays. smiles. take care! one day. go get our hokkien mee and duck rice and pyster cake from bukit batok food court. smiles.

ELSA]]whees. super fun at macs. we'll go play and have fun on sundays. andand. lychees so rock more than almonds. smiles. florence and i against you. dumdee.

FLORENCE]]i love my herbs. hahahs. although i got asthma after that. bleaghs. must read the book! smiles. have fun.

JANICE]]my darling mentor. i love you tons. every sunday without fail sure ask me how am i. thankies a lot. that little bit of prayer ad encouragement goes a long wayy. smiles.

i hope i didnt miss out anyone.
i still really miss my parents.
my mommie said she might be returning in may if her visa cant be extended!(:
i feel evil somehow, but i hope it doesnt extend.=X
my brother's gone in april toos.
then may we can reunite!
i'm so looking forward. two more months.
i'll hang in there
only my daddy wont be around
i've got the big daddy with me.
i've got the mightyful JESUS(:
andand. my darlings around me.
and my 40 dop book!
hahahs.
its an uberly long post.
a happy one at that.
smiles.

EVERYTHING'S CHANGED.
EVERYTHING'S DIFFERENT
WHEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE!

2006-03-19T19:45:00.000+08:00

i hated that feeling
i still hate that feeling
i'll always hate that feeling

thinking of a girl
a useless girl who cries over every small thing
a useless girl who cant stand on her own feet
now her pillar's taken away and she falls and hurts herself really badly
everyone laughs at her
she tries to hide the bruises
she seems so be doing it quite well
but deep inside, her closest friends still can tell
some run off and disappear
she's got people who dont understand her now
how?

dont anyone pity her?
dont anyone bother to reach out?
i really hope this girl can stand up on her feet
real soon
her big DADDY up there will stand by her
i'll keep telling her that.(:

2006-03-18T07:55:00.000+08:00

obs kills us.xD
barker is a great group. smiles.
ding nithin renee yunhui yushi hena roy nicholas sam kim hieu kenneth conrad srinath perry
but perry didnt complete obs with us
he left halfway
sighs
we still love him
smiles
i climb to the top with renee(:
yayyness
nithin and nicholas toos
hieu and sam toos
kayaking killed our arms!
i kayaked with renee from pulau ubin to sembawang
then i kayaked back with the other kenneth
there were 4 acs intl who joined us
one of them was penny!
what a small world
hehs
anren and kenneth are uberly nice people toos
zhenyang kept needing to pee
penny kept laughing
hahahs
our 2nd stay out was horrible!
the girls 'toilet' had some pervert=X
we couldnt do anything then
then we had to share the guys toilet
gah

aaron didnt get to kill his wild boar ferr foodxD
hahahs
srinath shouldnt scare me with the monks coming on sampans with barang story
hahahs
silly srinath
no one exactly cared about the 'rule' that we had to be sensative to oppo gender
hahahs
first night out
yunhui and i started talking about something
then now srinath thinks we have a book of guys
good and bad guys.xD
cheryl and i stole hieu's 'pillow'!
roy was singing at 3 in the morning!
andand. he touched nithin in the wrong way.x)
kenneth and i were knocking each other's head at sembawang.x)
food's horrible=X
water's horrible
everyone was like, why did i folow the scholars onto the boat
then i was like, i'm hostalite!xD
i'm not a scholar. smiles
andand. i'm LOCAL.
yesyes anren.
not some wierd foreigner.
kenneth, your 'darling' aint a scholar toos. hahahs.
we had to pay $13.80 ferr lost and damage.
we broke the locker door and key
no poncho
iono what else
hehs.
a lot of people fell sick
i did
ding luxin
gideon made me do demo ferr pt
andand
i said quack quack by accident!
i know chickens dont go quack.x)

silly theodore and i
ran up coz we were the first two to become immortals
then got saboed to sing school song
gah
we didnt sing the whole song
only half. hehs.

i need to sleep more. i cant fall asleep.
i so owe kenneth super a lot from kayaking(:

THANKIES KENNETH KOH!
THANKIES CONRAD TOOS.

he had to keep helping me pull and we had super a lot of fun times together

THANKIES NITHIN(:
ferr giving us the soup.

toodles.(:
\\now i know i love You//

2006-03-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

i'm getting sicker. fever's back.): ohwells. ytd was a uberly fun day. whees.(:

i met hieu at the hostel. he went to the schoo lgate to meet wangdi! so i ran to the gate. then we realised michelle wasnt meeting us there, instead, at jurong mrt. hahahs. so we went to the bus stop.
wangdi: 176 come already!
hieu and i: run? dont run? run!
-got up onto the bus-
me: are you sure this is the right bus?
wangdi:i dont know! i thought you know!
me: wangdi go ask the driver!
-wangdi goes ask the driver-
-runs back-
wangdi: wrong bus!!!! hieu, take my bag ferr me!

so we went down the stop after school stop.
silly wangdi. hahahs. cute as can be.x) and he was talking to hieu about how to attract girls. a bit too loud and i overheard. grins. super funny lahs.
then mitchell called me so many times but i didnt answer. sorry! then ryan called. he was already at entertainment centre! hahahs. and he was suppose to be 'late'. hehs.
while ice skating.
wangdi saw this figure skater. he had his eyes on her all the time! hahahs. super funny. he kept going on about the girls that he liked. who stanley liked. gossipping about other girls in school.xD i kapo ryan's noodles! whees. hieu's rather ambitious ferr a first time skater. trying to chase michelle and i!he fell many many times. and its scary when he skates near you!=X
then i left with mitchell at 1. we saw bryan. hahahs. i sneezed more than ten times when i got onto the mrt. i met eugene at yishun mrt. it took me quite long to realise that its near michelle's house.xD then we were hunting ferr safra. then eugene asked someone. its kind of FAR. so we walked there. 20 mins. hahahs. talking about level camp on the way. hehs. and eugene eating his mcwings. grins. then when we got there, i recalled that most schools have training on fridays. so the bowling alley was filled. hmphfs. so we went to the arcade. about 1/2 hours. spent $16. bleaghs. then we rushed back to the mrt! in 5 mins.xD running, walking, running, walking. nearly twisted my ankle. we got to outram park around 4.50. the lift didnt go to 5th floor! went to sixth. so we went down. good thing his number was called not long after. andand. it was uberly fast! hahahs. i used up one bar of his batt. sorry! playing game. hehs. then we went to 7-eleven. we shared slurpe and doughnuts. hahahs. i couldnt finish my doughnut coz eugene kept making me laugh. bleaghs. then we went to dhoby ghaut. wanted to play pool. but ended up going up and down those escalators. hahahs. finially decided on the arcade. hehs. twice we wanted to play pool, twice we went to the arcade. first time playing some funny shooting game. eugene won.): daytona. i won once. twice eugene won. then time crisis 3. eugene won AGAIN. rarrhs. then we left ferr dover. the bus just left when we got there! wells, we could run but i didnt want to. hehs. so we got to btp late. i saw my cousin. hahahs. we met michelle ryan wangdi hieu pam charmaine there. michelle bought fbt ferr obs. hieu bought a toy!x)someone went there. i hope he's alright lahs. whatever it is. then we had dinner at kfc. they forgot my burger! i gave my potato to eugene. took a little of my coleslaw and abandoned it. then hieu went to eat.
we went to it fair afterthat! while at the bus stop behind kap. i got bullied by hieu and eugene! grace heard my scream. hahahs. from the bus! then she called me. hahahs. uberly funny. evil people! hmphfs. then we were comparing the line on our hand thingy. my hands are wierd. ohwells. eugene says i'm spendthrift! i know i dont have a long life toos. bleaghs. we saw nat and other seniors at city hall! why does everyone seem to know what happened to him? hmms. we rushed through the fair. hieu, dont keep calling and ignoring us! eugene and i decided to hide from hieu. hehs. after we left, we went to get slurpee again. hahahs. 50 cents each. worth it rights. xD hieu claimed that i couldnt drink coz i was the youngest. evil. hmphfs. i was starting to feel sick again. didnt take medicine in the afternoon. morning was feeing super drowsy in the bus to school. then i went back with hieu. i was seeing double images. hahahs. i threw up when i got back.): and i've got fever again. ohwells. i'm stil lsuper giddy. sniifffs. i'll be better tmr. i heard that hieu went to help wangdi ask that girl ferr her name. cheryl!x)

toodles.<3

2006-03-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

my ezlink card is copyrighted!
who say can anyhow photocopy
hmphfs
steal my money somemore.
told you i cant diffrenciate people without my specs.x)
hahahs.
i was uberly high today
must be the chocolate
we were trashing away during physics extra lessons
ms lim thought hieu was my 'prince charming'?!
hahahs. i'm so sure. grins.
my head's been hurting and spinning since ytd.
at least i only threw up once each day.(:
i'll get better tmr.
i'll hang in there!
even if i'm having fever
i'm going to get over physics test before admitting that i'm sick.
Jesus IS with me now. i dont care what you say.

LOVES.

2006-03-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU JESUS(:

gosh. i love Jesus.

JESUS rocks.

my life evolves around Jesus from now onwards.

no more mel in me.

its JESUS! smiles.

who cares if i throw up or anything.

i got JESUS(:

i'll shout it from the mountain top!

i want the world to know

THAT JESUS LIVES IN ME!

loves.

2006-03-03T15:14:00.000+08:00

guess what. so much ferr a corrupted school.
we had a talk during our mentoring on wednesday.
the rules are dumb. really unnecessary.
girls were help back. they gave us outside the book rules.
its like. silly.
sitting with our knees always together.
when we cross our legs, our flap has to be covering our knees.
like. how is that possible?
ohwells.
i came out complaining like mad
everyone toos.
then mrs lim behind the five of us
oops!
ohwells.
the guys somehow all knew what the girls were kept behind ferr
word sure spreads quickly.x)
track was a killer.
poor cheryl had super sore eyes.

chem test was better than bio exam.
i'm going to flunk bridging bio
sighs
get killed by my daddy
my mommie will just tell me to move on

councillors speech today.
super funny okays
gary's 'hot and sexy'
then everyone started using it.x)
andand. lilo and stitch
andand. tonghua
andand. reico. hahahs.
the aiwei's website. hehs.
bryan and gregory's was uberly cute.x)

back to ytd.
i lent my dinner voucher to jenkin
it poofed and disappeared afterthat
ohwells.
no dinner ferr me then
its alright.
at least someone else got his dinner(:
caitlin is lecturing me ferr being too nice
if thats called nice, then no one else is nicer okays
caitlin gave me her EXTRA crunch.
she's a cheater.x)
hehs.
the vending machines in school are cranks.
then my skirt was stained with blue ink. hmphfs.
all the locals in my class got pulled out ferr our socks
i got til monday!
the rest by today. hahahs.
mr andrew said their so strict.
he wen tto snip his fringe just because of the rules toos.
hahahs.
then today i had to go out toos.
coz ms cheng said that if she didnt ask me out
then people will think she's bias
so i went and i was sent back to my class.x)
4 girls got caught ferr their hair this time
the story was funny
even mr ingham said its PERFECTLY fine
he told them to just add some gel to appease the strict teachers
xD
ONLY our class got caught ferr hair.
silly. ohwells.
ms cheng just wants the discipline there thats why.(:

the scene in the library today was hilarious.
gangsterism
expelled!x)
now everyone's going about the demerit thingy.
uberly funny

i'm so trying to cheer up.
thankies hieu ferr always making me smile.

BYES.

2006-02-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

i ran many many rounds ytd. and it was like, 12 minutes? if i'm not wrong, 7 rounds. i know how bothered i felt inside now. at least i had a feeling that everyone wants but somehow cant get that feeling. someone to be with you when you feel really bothered, yet you dont want that person to talk or anything. hieu! smiles. thankies. he sort of stopped running after 2 or 3 rounds. then he continued another one more with me later. then we walked one round. i made up my mind ytd. today i felt indecisive again. reiko nithin mitchell and michelle say that i should just let it be a yellow rose at most. iono. sighs.
i'm at home now. should be smiling. smiles. my daddy's back. yayyness. grins. i bought myself some ben and jerry icecream. i love the strawberry chessecake. hahahs. i need to start mugging.

Chem test-thursday
Bridging bio exam-friday
bridging maths quiz-monday
maths behind betting and gambling test-next tuesday
physics test-next thursday[be mindful that i dont get a thing since the beginning of the year.=X]
inequalities exam-term 2 week 1 wednesday
maths quizzes-practically everyday

i'll try to start mugging ferr chem now. byes.<3

til the end of time.
i'll cherish this LOVE/.

2006-02-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

i gave in to temptation. i feel so lousy. the devil is like laughing at me. i'm so guilty. sighs. ohwells. i shall just not repeat my mistake again during my 40 dop journey.(:

jenkin is a nuthead. nuthead in a nutshell. makes no sense. but still must say it. hahahs. faking as hieu! hmpfs. CHEATER!

anyways. i really want to thank gracefer being with me on saturday. at least i didnt do what i did to myself the previous time my brother annoyed me. i dont want to make everyone worry about me. i'm a perfectly fine person. smiles. really. yuppies.

i need my sleep. i give up on hmk. i want to go back to mg. sniifffs.

Everything started in Him and finds its purpose in Him. colossians 1:16b

2006-02-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

i'm really not feeling good. ytd was super sick. i took 8 panadols. it all started around mid of chem. ohwells. i didnt take more than the max in a day! relax. hahahs. why's everyone telling me not to overdose. thankies ferr your concern. smiles. i feel like i really dont deserve anyone's concern okays. i feel like i'm just wasting people's time and effort. sighs. nvm.

srinath, i really dont blame you ferr what happened. you had to let out your anger, and i happened to be behind you and i just got it. i sort of overreacted when i cried okays. take it that way. just think that i cried because i wasnt feeling well. dont need those apologies! really. if you acknowledge the word friends between us.(: third time i cried in school. nvm.

today was a bad day. actually ytd. is a few minnutes past 12. i finished the bio ppt and report. i broke down. i shant go on further. it just happened after dinner when i hid in a corner so that no one would find me in the canteen. one thing after another. i'll really break down into a million pieces and not be able to be placed together again. i'm going to stay happy go lucky. always. i'll never show what i'm feeling. affecting others aint too good. yuppies. i'm really fine. smiles. perfect.

2006-02-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

i'm addicted to something.
something known as the drug.
the drug from a spirit.
the holy spirit within me!

i never felt better.
thank you JESUS.

LET EVERYTHING THAT HAS BREATH PRAISE THE LORD(:

i really want to thank God ferr my superb friends.

GRACE]]i so wish i could have you in nus high toos. i remember the kap times and whatsoever we talked about. thankyou ferr still hanging on to our friendship. loves.

NITHIN]]thankyou ferr always advising me okays. always waiting til real late on fridays just to go home with me. i not stupid too is so sweet.(:

REIKO]] guess what. if only i could find a phrase that summarizes what you are to me. just like your shoutout to me. hahahs. similiar. just loveyou truck loads reiko!<3

MICHELLE]]yesyes. i'm so grateful that you're there ferr me all the time lahs. always looking after the frail me. THANKYOU.x)

AARON]]you. letting me share whatever i want to you. always having to hear my complains. another great friend who really understands me. thankyou kor.

REICO]]i didnt leave you out. hahahs. anyways. you're a really great senior okays. honestly! always helping us when we need help. take care okays. smiles.

HIEU]]thankyou ferr msg me every single night to check if i'm going to run. even when i'm not in the hostel you msg me. hahahs. silly cow. thankyou smartie!(: teach me vietnamese language.x)

2006-02-18T11:42:00.000+08:00

i still cant continue with inequalities assignment 2. boo. that reminds me of mr ng saying he'll be taking my class next semester. bleaghs. he's like against mitchell michelle and i. ohwells. he said i was staring at trees in the garden and staring at mitchell. hmphfs. forget it. it seems like only our class havent gotten back our polynomial and equations test. ms cheng said we did quite well! only five failed. hahahs. i think i'm one of them. ohwells. i could finally understand a little bit of physics. can understand chem but i cant put it into my work. hmphfs.

i watched i not stupid too again. hahahs. its fun. smiles. i need to finish up my hmk. byes.((:

2006-02-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY(:

i've gotten tons of presents.(: thankyou darlings. SMILES.

i left school late. i reached city hall late. i'm uberly sorry! i took a cab down. andand. dont be too nice to me please. you're my greatest friend okays. yuppies. dont have to pay ferr the cab fees or get me that expensive gift. i still think i'll just have that little bear from you. smiles. thankyou ferr not getting angry with me ferr being one plus hour late!=X thankyou ferr your time. yupps.

i went to clementi to meet grace today.
WHY IS EVERYONE READING MY SHIRT?=X
bleaghs. bryan did. hieu. and tons of others. i'm uberly embarrassed. boo.

i whacked my knee so hard when we were about to start the time trial. it hurt so much while running! today's timing was slower than yesterday's by one sec.):

i want to watch final fantasy.=X i want to see more! after watching about 45 mins of it? hahahs. thankies to charmaine and eugene. that girl is so cute! hahahs. small girl. my maths hmk is done. smiles. mainly by bryan. grins.left the few parts of question 2 though. hahahs. i'll try to do it now. toodles!(:

ohyes. please tag. melandnithin.blogspot.com.((:

JESUS LOVES YOU TODAY

2006-02-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

thankyou ferr the flowers and that bear. smiles. weicheng. michelle. charmaine. pam. smiles. andand. whats with everyone reminding me of that person. sighs. maybe i'm just oversensativeand associate everything people say with him. i shouldnt torture myself. sighs. just dont tell me anything about him now. i'm confused.sighs. i dont get him anymore. his actions and reasons. hieu was super funny today. hahahs. nithin came when we were saying we wanted him o come send some laughter to us. hahahs. michael saw me eating ICE CREAM at jurong point of saturday. hahahs. grins. he said i walked past him. i didnt notice him. sniifffs.

michelle thinks joshua's nicer. i think shaun is much nicer. he looks better and he's cuter. hehs. he has the dimple. heehees. he's just nicer than joshua. i know why nic is nuts over him now. grins. i think he's quite nice. i still think chad michael murray's better. xD hehs. grace knows my insanity. smiles.

i'm not going to think of HIM this valentines day. enjoy myself with my friend. i'm NOT thinking of you. no way.

i aint thinking of YOU today.
it hurts to see you so far away.
i dont think its meant to be.
so good bye thats the way it is.

JESUS LOVES YOU THIS VALENTINES DAY(:

2006-02-11T10:38:00.000+08:00

i'm super bored! post twice today.
hahahs.
did i mention that mikel said that i sounded like some small girl
hmphfs
some super uberly small girl
eugene and mikel enjoys laughing at me
they think i'm slow
and weird
i just said sorry when mikel said it was my fault
then they laughed.):
eugene's really pinker than mikel
mikel's more yellow.=X
eugene does illegal stuffies!xD
i miss home econs):

2006-02-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

i watched i not stupid too with michelle
its like uberly nice(:
even nithin watched it.
hehs
vijay stays where christine stays.
now i've got people to bus back with me!
yayyie.(:
nithin and vijay
they're super nice
smiles
ding qiao walks with me to the bus stop
now i cant walk with john):
i'm not too sure actually
haoyi-however to spell that
he's against me! kenneth's nice.
cheryl's the crazy senior who runs and never gets tired
cross country champ. hmphfs
srinath's still trying to bet with me!
i saw what other ccas did.((:
polynomials test
BAD
the maths and bio bridging module
okays
i had stomach pains again):
who's choon hwa?=X
its not a random add i know
he or she added mitch mich weicheng toos
vijay said he's some yr 1 in tennis.=X
iono
ohwells
iono how to do chem!
besides the first questionx)
good byes<3 color="#ff6600" size="5">JESUS LOVES YOU(:

2006-02-07T17:12:00.000+08:00

i lost the bet to srinath and i gave him one dollar. hmphfs. CHEATER! i had so much cookies that i ate cookies ferr break and lunch. at least he gave me some of 'his' packet of cookies. i was dustributing it to others. bleaghs.

andand. i thought i already said. i really do NOT like aaron in that way. reiko doesnt like luxin in that way toos.(:

yesterday's dinner appointment was sper funny. my two newphews are gangsters. x) so young. tsktsk. clarisse is uberly funny. she fell and she goes around saying painpain.xD i love kiddies! hahahs. derrick got me back to the hostel. ): my uncle gave me tons of buns and bread! he bought different type coz he said food here cant be good.((: nice. we took super long to toast. hahahs. juliet went around telling that aldrich almost went into the ladies. but hesaw me through the reflection of the mirror. hahahs. smiles. funny.

i'm not going to eat cookies til next thursday. i shant fall sick ferr track.((: LOVES.

ps. i love my class. hahahs.inclusive of some others. reico. daniel. nithin. vijay. DING QIAO. luxin. aaron. renee. cassie. PHUONG. yadayada.<33

2006-02-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

i didnt cry the whole of last week in the hostel.((: i think. although i was only in ferr two nights. who cares. i still didnt cry in the hostel ferr one week. yayyie! i thought i was already adjusted. just provedmyself wrong today. sighs. ohwells. no more crying ferr the rest of this week. i mean it. the Lord is my comfort. yesyes. i did a quiz and i realised how bad my bible knowledge of the old testiment was. sighs. what a letdown of a child of God. ohwells.

we finished the whole dance! today. hahahs. i didnt watch memoirs of a geisha, so i didnt know what melissa's idea of the turning around and touching shoulders or grabbing hands thingy was about. ohwells. i thought it was messy. she claims its nice. ohwells. then i didnt have tuition. wanted to see if my brother wasstill at lot 1. apparently he went home.SURPRISINGLY EARLY! x) so i went dragged myself back to the hostel. i saw some seniors. yingzhen's theory of coming to school to do debate. the greenary? erms. okays. i saw asra ytd at wisma! jsut after my mommie decided to not let me try on the skirt because the store wastoo crowded. i'm goingback next saturday to wisma to get those 2 skirts and that shirt! hahahs. i calculated. its only slightly higher than ninety ferr those 3 pieces. my mommie said its cheap toos. so i can buy it. smiles. its because of my membership okays. bleaghs. those two shops are earning. i get to leave the hostel tmr night. but i'll be back later in the night. sighs. but it aint that bad. i'll be out on tuesday. as in nights out! hahahs. funky. going to see dr choon kiat fer the medical examination. i hope i dont have to go ferr obs. say i'm unfit.he knows my condition best. since he's my doctor. called him to arrange an appointment already.

i think i'm in the spiritual hunger spirit again today. super happy i got it back. but on the other hand, i feel super guilty. feeling super distant and cold towards the Lord now. ohwells. i guess mengyih helped me revive thesense of friendship that we used to have amongst our group a few years back. mengyih. i didnt take your hp! just glad you found it. we were playing with my gc. hahahs. writing to each other. stealing smoked salmon and raw salmon ferr me. anand. nougats! i hope he didnt get diarrhoea from eating the green tea flavour. i praise God ferr such a brother.((: even sam. hahahs. you two rock okays. always. we'll mug together! smiles.

2006-02-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. bleaghs. i've got a huge bruise because of mitchell. nvm. hahahs. i was running running to see sam's parrot, then mitchell stuck out his leg and i fell. bleaghs. it hurts. now i cant even run or walk properly. just trying to do things normally though. yuppies. i think new year was okay. gao gao came to my house again! hahahs. seeing him only during new years. rarrhs. my cousins are wanting my clothes. they're like, you dont want your clothes then give us. hahahs. cute little cousins.x) ohyes. i reached kovan late. its because i didnt dare to tell james that i was suppose to meet mitchell nd michelle and whosoever at 3.15 when it was already 3.20. so i told him i had to meet them at 3.30. hahahs. so he alighted me on the other side of he control station. ohwells. nvm. i found out lots about my family line this new year. sighs. i shant comment.

ytd we didnt have cca! and we ran fer fun. xD then i went to kap to meet grace. i saw clemence. and jillian. hahahs. always see her there. a tennis ball flew down again. hehs. and it attacked me once.

today we disected a sheep's kidney. mr andrew said it looks like a bean, and part of the class starting laughing. hahahs. it looks like abalone! x)lit was uberly fun! theodore's funny. hehs. guess what. i forgot about theodore's birthday this year! oops. sorry theo! i hope he goes ferr our church camp this year again! then i'm sure to go.(: i should ask him to join us ferr 40 days of purpose! yuppies.(: i changed my cookie target! mow its famous amos. i'll go buy the cinnamon flavour at jurong point on my way home. yayyie! my roommate is such a sweetie. she gave my presents ferr new year! hahahs. i lent my smaller shirt to my roommie. so i'm left with my ext
ra shirts. they're BIG. ohwells. i'mm just wear them ferr these two days. poor roomie. laundry lost her clothes.): i shall have early dinner today. i dont have the mood fer anything.

i'm just thinking of you. my whole mind is filled with thoughts of you. thoughts of times we were together. i dont know if it was he right track to take. but i've chosen to take it. i'm getting tired of this track. and you suddenly seem to be on some other different track from me. i see you. but i cant feel you. i feel alone. i think i'll just go back and get on another track soon. before it gets too far. too late ferr regrets. too late to turn back. i cant hang on much longer. i'm dyhyrating in the dessert place. and you dont seem to be there ferr me. i miss you TONS.

JESUS LOVES YOU.(:

2006-01-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

i just discovered a lot about my family line. i never knew how complicated it was. iono how much more do i have to accept. this whole thing is making me confused. everything thrown at me within a day. dont you guys think its too much ferr us youngsters to accept? sighs. oh forget it. we cant change anything. i'm so in need to start expressing it out on my keys. my piano's sick. i played one piano at one of the houses i visited. kawai! hahahs. it just felt so much better than mine. i think its just as good as the piano in school. just that the school's pedals are better. yuppies. sighs. i want a new piano! my mommie banned me. she said i shouldnt go crazy over music. so now i turn to running. dont know whats wrong with me. since the beginning of this year, i will run whenever i dont feel good. i just drove myself to my limit today. fine. i hurt myself. i cried. AGAIN. new year should have been great. it isnt. i realised that the money i get to spend now is limited. i mean. nvm. its hard to ezpress out in words how i'm feeling. i shall just go crank it all out on my brother's organ instead. crying out to God. to find my refuge in Him alone.

2006-01-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

i want to thank you ferr all you've done.
those songs. those actions. EVERYTHING.
i meant everything i said. i hope you did too.

i'm feeling confused. over the SAME OLD THING AGAIN.
sighs.nvm
i shall be smiling((:
since i've gotten my new bodyshop card and posb card.
plus. i'm going to westmall to get my earrings tmr!(:
i'll go paragon sometimes in feb then
get my other stuffies.

cny celebrations was fun
just that i wore uniform to school then changed.
i saw paul! x)
ib guys have funky ties. heehees.
blue and yellow
very BRIGHT.
practically everyone was in home clothes today
not red. any colour.x)
then after celebrations we went macs
somehow the whole group that went, only 4 went to macs
kenneth went to cts
mitchell daniel reiko i went to macs
saw some juniors. hahahs.
then went to mg with asra. incading the performance. x)
eileen grace i went to west mall afterthat
i saw that pair of earrings!(:
i fell ferr it lahs.<3

GRACE-- specially ferr you.
THE NAME OF SCHOOL AND GENDER HAS BEEN AMENDED FERR THE PRIVACY OF THAT PERSON.x)
happy? heehees. told you you'll get it on my post. smiles.<3
cockroach at west mall food court!

EILEEN--my darling proposal. pearl milk tea without pearls. x) i almost ordered pineapple milk tea without pineapple because of you! andand. did AHEMS end up going THERE?=X

2006-01-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

i'm home. smiles.
the trip from school to clementi was crazy. michelle mitchell and i walked super slowly.laughing like crazy people. the crazy song. hahahs. plus. mitchell looking like the comedy guy and other stuffies. the toilet thingy. then the 'xiaoxin' joke. hahahs. we had laughin gfits or something okays. hahahs. ohyes. some annoying insect in our maths class today. michelle was like telling me not to scream. so we desperately covered my mouth super tightly. x) but its sick! disgusting lahs. bleaghs. andand. i'm not slow! i'm super sure. yesyes.
oh. srinath made me cry. its good that only michelle sort of knew. coz i was trying to hide it. i shant explain too much.its my chocolates. anyways. who passed me aaron's bottle? then i passed to. ohyes. john. then later somehow it got back to me and i returned it at the end of the day.
andand. i had enough of mitchell's f words. bleagh. and he purposely annoyed me more! rarrhs. so i was going insane in the library. went to the empty shelves to do my hmk. then samuel came along to help me. hahahs. then later mitchell was still saying it. so i went to grab some wierd chinese book. whatever the story was about. i didnt know.xD aaron sent two msg with my hp. hahahs. both to michelle. yesyes.
i love michelle!(:
anyways. i'm like feeling sick again. ytd i only had stomach pain 4 times!(: record. hahahs. super happy. but today. it got worse. somehow. and it happened 6 times. sniifffs. no more getting worse.

thankyou ferr taking the train with me to boonlay mitchell(:

andand. i'm super sorry!
thats to:
WEICHENG![[get well okays]]
PAM
CHAR
MICHELLE
ANYONE ELSE WHO GOT MY VIRUS.

i was like super guilty when i got back to school ytd. sighs. john. take panadol if you need to. PLEASE.

alrights. my head is spinning. wierd. byes!

JESUS LOVES YOU.

2006-01-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

i've had some time. by myself. thought about my 8 years in mg. how fun it was. i prefer a life or at least an environment without guys. i'm not being sexist but. ya. the chi high or cat high guys who threw ice directly at cher and chui. then cher went up and they got all frightened and went off. i think it was chi high. ohwells. i dont like chi high! besides some. jon. joshua. wait. i know 3 joshua from chi high! hahahs. didnt realise that. the cutest. joshua yeo li kai! smiles. mrs yeo's little boy. i hope he remembers me. as a nice jiejie who looked after him! xD but. if it was cat high that threw the ice. i dont like cat high! and eileen will kill me ferr saying that. maybe she wouldnt if i added on something. with the exception of SHERWON AND WILSON! hahahs. happy now? grins. eileen's my proposal. why proposal? coz of the funny prison video. hahahs. plus our DJWs. our chapel services which i miss most! wells. the devotions. the recesses in which we can do certain AHEMS stuffies. x) i shouldnt say it out. i've got the evidence though. lucky us. we escaped the whole year without getting caught. sec 2 family night. the dancers. the masks. when i was legally allowed to use my hp during recess once! hahahs. that was funny. the times when we cried. one after another. when eileen was carried away by 8 of us on a stretcher.

VALENTINES DAY!(:
the wonderful flowers from everyone. plus the chocolates that are FATTENING.=X

the times when certain guys were insulted like crazy and they would never know. the adventure camp. the times when i was called sailor moon! the two ponytail craze.=X the photo takings. the water melon and juice drinking competitions! sports carnival. the EXAM PERIOD.boo. the screamings and throwing of aprons after home econs exam. hahahs. now i rarely hear those familiar screams. ): okays. i shall look on the brighter side.((: i still can pop by kap! since 151 goes there. smiles.

ohyes. i went to kap today.
JON.
i havent seen him since. last year? i used to see him everyday when we were young. then he shifted. i shifted. didnt realised that we shifted to the same area. hahahs. funny.
he asked joycelyn to say bye to me. funny. his friends were erms. i shant comment. they thought i was his sister. ohwells. i saw tiff janice joanna at the bus stop. staring at my uniform. hahahs. then aw val melody clemence and yada yada and some guy at kap. always some wierd guy appears. plus a few other mg girls.((:
as i was about to go to coldstorage. stepho appeared! my mommie! i love you to bits pho! plusplus. angie. hahahs. i so do not like like a pole now. or a stick. its the uniform thats baggy. although i know my mg uniform was just as baggy. i havent lost weight! dont ever say that. hahahs. my ego. grins. ohyes. whats so amusing about that graphing calculator?melody nearly dropped it. my darling juniors. be careful girl! grace was like, my sister's here?! hahahs. always see clemence there. yuppies. went to cold storage. grace bought yupi. i bought some choco bananas. it looked cute((:
i cant wait to go home on friday! dumdees. i forgt to tell graceone more thing! remind me next time. hahahs.

grace. its about 'my brother'. with my mommie's surname. someone who stalks. know who?x)

byes. <3

JESUS LOVES YOU(:

2006-01-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

i'm still sick. the doctor LIED.): i'm NOT going back to see her. coz she said that if its not okay by today, she'll send me to a&e. dr ong gave me some medicine. coz i wasnt feeling well in church today. dr yun and dr ong are nice. hahahs. we had our first dance practice. its funny. we were like getting all confused and forgetting the moves. maye candice joshua. trying to see who can kick higher. hahahs. joshua kept pulling up his pants. silly cow. super funny. quan xiang has grown taller. i just realised. x) anyways. the sermon was good. impactful. i realised most sermons are on our attitude towards people and how it could make us lose a chance to share christ. i think i've got to drill that fact into my head. before i miss my chances! i made mengyih shake hands with me before receiving his bk. smiles. julia had to leave during dance practice. she didnt know how to tell shauna. hahahs. cute.
now i'm having fever. rarrhs. i still REFUSE to go to the doctor. not going a&e. not anymore. i dont want anymore records with that hospital. hmphfs. i went back to the hostel after dance. but i was really sick. so i had dinner and went home. i kind of threw up my dinner. sighs. then i ate some food at home. then my stomach began to hurt again. now my head hurts. lets see. diarrhoea vomitting nausea abdominal pains weakness loss of appetite fever. sighs. this is BAD. ): ohwells. God's still there.
fusion was great! i love those balloons. sitting next to jorel is fun. he sat next to me during service toos. he was super eager to touch the balloons. sadsad. he didnt get the chance. he kept getting bugged by alvin and joshua. i didnt bug him as much. he was saying his school piano's spoilt. wells, it sounded great when i was at ri! x) ohyes.
the test. its super funny. hahahs. i wont get it. didnt intend to. met aaron. then we played a trick. on michelle. hahahs. and aaron and i were playing super a lot on the train. (: then we reached there late. i refuse to sit on the macs baby chair! anyways. he called me after the test when he was on the bus. super funny. i didnt answer. i was like complaining to michelle. who's that person calling! i shant answer. hahahs. xD then mitchell michelle and i walked around j8. then mitchell and i took the train together. comparing our height. hahahs. fine. he's taller! ): i realised how short i am. joshua compared me with maye today. joshua's hp strap is so POSER. grins. jk.
i think i'll need to rest. my head is hurting. go take dr ong's medication first.
i love grace ferr finding the type of earrings that i really want! (:

2006-01-21T08:04:00.000+08:00

okays. continuation from yesterday. grins. we are all going to flunk that bio quiz. mr tang had some pop quiz and we were like shocked. so it seemed more like some home econs test. ohyes. we had a little arguement with ms lim. over this physics question. her method implies that the balls were crushed. but the question stated that the balls cannot be crushed! sighs. after half a period gone, she said. she'll check with the mr ang. hahahs. then we were like. lets just continue with the next question. andand. i've dropped violin!):i dont know if i should. so i was super confused. then plus the bio quiz thingy, i started going crazy. running everywhere i went. and michelle had to try pulling me and stopping me. sorry! i mean, i'll just start running whenever i dont feel right. ohwells. my stomach still hurts. i dont want to go a&e! sniifffs. ohyes. i know some of you would kill me ferr this. its contagious or something. andand. i've like shared food utensils drinks with a few people. i'm super sorry! i'm feeling super guilty now. i kept telling my mommie that yesterday. sighs. super super sorry! anyways. grace came to my school again. mr wong recognises her! grins. uh. i shant continue.

i need to go have my medication! the pain is killing me!sniifffs.

2006-01-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

i know whats with my stomach! its some viral gastritis dont know what what what. very long dont know what. a long string of words. thats all i know. doctor was like, i think i should send you to a&e. then i was like no! i should be okay by taking medicine. so she was like. okays. but if by sunday i'm still not okays, i have to go back to the clinic. i went to that clinic because my usual doctor wasnt around. so didnt go all the way to his clinic. just went to some nearby. now i cant drink dairy products! plus my lemonade! sniifffs. every weekend i get to drink lemonade. now i dont get to. hmphfs. i'm going to have to drink only apple juice. bleaghs. doctor's instructions. she said my digestion is not functioning properly. in fact, it dont even seem to be active. she said it was SILENT! hahahs. so i have to go easy on my stomach. the thing is. i'm already eating considerably little to everyone. so now everyone will really think i'm a squirrel. rarrhs. no more yoghurt in school ferr me. okays. i shall update mor eanother time. i need my rest. hahahs.
byes.<3

2006-01-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

peekaboo.x)
i fell sick in school. i had a terrible stomach upset in school. must be that sickening hostel breakfast. it was super oily. one bite and all you taste is. OIL. yesyes. my stomach cant take oily food stuffies. or those that are excessively oily. then i threw up. rushed to the toilet. hmphfs. i hate that throwing up feeling. then i became really hungry. so i took sam's chocolate as my 2nd breakfast. since i threw up the first.=X then i had pains again. so i thought that it was because i was hungry. then i ate COOKIE and the yoghurt. then i still had pains. then i didnt bother anymore. it kept coming and going.): its like. 11 times today. sniifffs. i sort of almost threw up my dinner. sort of did. but not exactly taken as throwing up.x) sighs.
guess what. aaron's sick toos. boo. he msged this morning. when i just reached the track. so i went back to use my lappy.(: yesyes. then i met cass andshe saw the breakfast. the milo's malaysian milo! cheapo. hmphfs. i refuse to drink malaysian milo. australian milo. FULL STOP.smiles.chinese lesson was fun! guess what. i was the so called. lucky 304-er. read the psg. then zhuo laoshi was like. you took higher chinese last time rites? of course he said it in chinese. i started laughing. hahahs. anyways. he kind of accused char and weicheng. and he called char yuyan. thats me! char's simin. or something. hmphfs. people dont recognise my english name AND chinese name. plus the lucky list of people thingy, mine was the only name with the hanyu pinyin. i was like. erms. why's mine super special?=X sam gave me his chocolates during chem!(:yayyness. hahahs. grace and i shared that packet. smiles. we were snatching fer the bigger pieces.x) grace was using my lappy ferr her HISTORY thingy. and some BARBIE AND KEN. whats mg up to. hahahs. its super funny. reading the handout. oh! practically none of us got what mr sukandar was saying during chem. i took a while to get it. andand. yesyes. chem. i shall say more later. grace ate part of my dinner. she thinks its horrible toos! hahahs. so we decided to just waste it. then we went off to the admin office. i didnt want to go there but just before grace and i separated, joel called. he said he was like, opposite nus high. hahahs. then he said he'll meet me outside admin office. i was shocked. dalston was there toos! how is that possible. hahahs. joel never said dalston was there. rarrhs. ohyes. dalston was helping me with chem. the beams of particle or something. coz i didnt dare to ask charmaine. and since dalston and joel were there. hahahs. yuppies. then they started saying dont know what beta alpha. getting me all confused. baa. ohwells. sort of understand. yet somrt of dont. they said its physics. not chem. iono.=X then asked them another question. dont know what proton and electron answer. not found in the mcq. so joel said e's the closes. then they started saying dont know what thingys about electrons now. the previous was protons. dont know. then later. SOME WOMAN came. she chased them out. she asked if they were in nus high. i told her that they were helping me. still told us to bid farewell. i was like. erms. whatever. so. fine. joel wanted to go outside the school to help me. but i couldnt coz i'llbe out of school compound and i'm not suppose to after 7. it just turned 7 on my hp. rarrhs! plus THAT WOMAN was there. annoying. hmphfs. at least i cold tolerate and give her some respect. grace was allowed. why aint joel and dalston? baa. its not fair. bleaghs. i told you the hostel people are just B-A-D. the food's bad. the room's bad. everything's just BAD. >.< ohyes. dalston was DRENCHED. x) he saidhe went to rescue joel. i dont believe joel can get bullied. grins.anyways. dalston was saying mg girls seem bimbotic. i was like. NO! so i asked grace. am i bimbotic? she was like. erms. no? hahahs. dalston thinks grace is mixed. she's pure singaporean. she dont have an accent. i'm sure. hahahs. dalston has funky shoes. the cracky sound type.x) joel's shoe has a hole. i know someone has that type of shoes toos. anyways. i've got ten dollars lesser now. joel borrowed ten dollars from me. i just realised that i have about $30 left only! hmphfs. ohwells. going home in 2 days. smiles. i had tons of visitors today. i saw some senior when i was with joel and dalston. i think she was wondering who were they. yuppies. ohwells. they aint baddies! i'm sure. okays. i still dont know the beam thingy. sighs.
BYES<3

2006-01-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

annoying question 5! hmphfs. i finally found k. but now the equation. arghs. forget it. tmr shall ask aaron. grins. i reached the track after he was done with his rounds. with some other seniors. bryan and dont know who. x) anyways. i havent mentioned the english lesson thingy. lets just say that vanessa said my name and i became mrs chen han. aka mrs melanie chen. ms melanie chua. mdm chua. whatsoever. i'm not that scandalous to twotime okays. bleaghs. someone's just against me. like michelle charmaine pam weicheng etc knows who. hahahs. its someone from phpps according to charmaine, who said that in the toilet that day. hahahs. its a LIE. smiles. anyways. i'm feeling much better now. that always happens after i cry. i'm going to like lose all my tears soon. this is annoying. hmphfs. anyways.
all of us would like to give a big THANK YOU to senior reico.x)
hahahs. everytime we see grace, we will great senior grace.smiles. funny. i havent ran. in a long time. my laptop needs a doctor. it blanked out.
iono if i should drop violin.): i really love music. i cant seem to go in the music line. sniifffs. i'll just stick to what i have now then. my piano. guitar. drums. and the chapel keyboard((: i'll serve Jesus with whatever i've got. i spoke to grace today!my pay's expectedly low. i realise that my tagboard has taggers that tell me more about aaron.xD yesyes. obviously my kor's super shuai. i know. smiles. ohyes! john has muscles too. hehs.
andand. i kept eloping with michelle today. until she changed partner. charmaine took both pam and michelle. i dont want weicheng.x) ohyes!
THANKIES FERR LENDING ME YOUR JACKET TODAY WEICHENG.((:
i finally realise who that guy looks like. JON GOH! my kor. smiles. the other looks like vernon. just slightly taller. andand. did i mention that the more i look at the shihui or sihui or whats her name, i'm getting convinced that she looks like me. fine.
i was having the horrible dinner that wasnt too horrible today. then i was kind of bored and i caught sight of eugene. hahahs. so i just decided to send him a msg. random. grins. super cold now. i need my sleep! 10. please come. <3
and i have to see grace tmr! loves.

2006-01-16T19:43:00.000+08:00

i really dont know why i'm feeling so negative. i really dread staying in the hostel. i've cried super many times. i think i've never cried so many times within less than a month before. i wish my mommie didnt have to leave. then i wouldnt be here. i wish that now wouldnt be too late to ask her to stay. but i think it is. although she's only leaving in march. she has resigned from her job. she's all prepared to leave. i was the one who told her i could survive here. now i admit. MG friends. i know you guys are really glas to hear this.
I ADMIT I"M A SUPER UBERLY SPOILT CHILD.
i always thought independance was easy. i dont want to be independant anymore. i need someone. i cant even have grace here with me now.
GRACE!
sighs. at least i saw her on sat. i miss the times when we had so much to talk about. pouring all my troubles and whatsoever out to you. you're like so much closer to me as compared to AHEMS. although i should be telling him more things, i'm like telling you more. why else do you think he gets frustrated otherwise?
RYAN PLEASE GET BACK SOON.
i know you'll be back on wednesday. but nowadays. one day is as good as a week to me. missing everyone that matters super a lot to me. thats why the two days mean super a lot.
BEN PLEASE GET BACK SOON TOOS.
benben's the bestest friend i could have. although he's a year younger than me. he really can help me okays.
SAM GET BACK HERE TOOS.
sam is one great brother of mine. since like. p6. everytime i needed help, i'll turn to him. sighs. why did all of you have to go oep when i needed the companionship the most. soon grace will be going ferr obs.
and the thing is. i've been really dry. i really want to seek God. to spend ALL my time with HIM ALONE. He's all i have now. i admit.
I CANT BE A MISIONARY EITHER.
many have told me. but i didnt believe it because i went to thailand.i really want to do something ferr Christ.i'm even struggling to do my quiet time. i feel so unworthy of God's love. i mean. its like i'm just some crazy girl and He died ferr me. He loved me even when i showed Him attitudes.i'm really unworthy of it.
now i know how lonely my daddy is in china. i know he'll need my mommie with him. but i want my mommie.i feel selfish. ohwells. i still have GRACE.(: i shall put a smile on my face. i have my brother. although he's in camp. i kept telling myself that once i get my lappy i'll be much better. its not much difference now. i realised. its really my family that matters. i'm super sure i'm not going to get married. i cant survive on my own. my soft toys have gone dead. i used to talk to them. now its redundant. a little of it works when i hug them though. thats why i treasure hugs.
i shall try to continue as the happy go lucky girl that MG and nus high friends know me as. shant show this side of me anymore.(: hopefully i wont at least.

anyways. i hurt my ankle. i ran to the basketball court to help retrieve reico's friend's ball. i was running in slippers. feeling devastated. kind of ran a little too fast. hoping to let whatever that was within me out. then BAM! my ankle. i ope its jus the shock. thats why its hurting so much now. its about one hour already. rarrhs. i searched around the basketball court. couldnt find it in the grass. nor the lecture theatres nor the canteen nor the eco garden. i'm SORRY! then i limped back. it really hurts! sniifffs. i pain could have made me feel better. i think i'll grow stronger if i actually finally can adjust to hostel life!(: and i'll no longer cry that much.
I PROMISE.smiles.
andand. i need to say. the school's weighing scale and height thingy is super duperly OFF. i'm like 154! thats super impossible ferr me to shrink. i shall go back to mg to check. smiles. we played badminton after school. ferr half an hour. weicheng was getting impatient. some teacher noticed him rushing us out of the toilet. we were changing. grins. aaron plus a few seniors were drumming away. aaron wants a band. smiles.
i realised that many people know me. i dont know them.=X some soccer maniacs were kicking the ball then i backed off. then they were like. oh! thats the girl who's scared of the ball. must not kick here. hahahs. they thought i was year 4? or maybe they said wrongly. they said yr 3 later. ohwells. at least i wasnt mistaken ferr some yr 1 like in church when people think i'm sec 1 or 2. boo.
ohyes. i have to make this clear to almost everyone. i do not like john in any way. yuppies. you can be sure of that. i just think that his smile rocks. i think ryan's smile is nice toos. just that john's smile is more obvious. its nice when john and ryan are together and they smile together. michelle noticed it during AHEMS and told me. grins. i'll only love AHEMS. smiles. i miss you loads!): some china student was wierd. walked up to me while i was on the way to dinner. then he stopped. i stopped. he stared. then started singing tonghua's chorus. i was like. erms. okays. then he smiled. then he winked. then he turned away and rushed off. funny. i guess his cute attitude kind of took away a little bit of my unhappiness. smiles.
i guess some of you have spoken to me about cheering up. thankies.
THANKIES MY DEAREST AARON KOR!(:
THANKIES REICO!(:
THAM WHO ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH.
GRACE WHOM I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER!
JESUS WHO ROCKS.
i'm glad jorel's back from obs! smiles. i'm really trying to be a happy just like before. smiles. i know i can do it! throught CHRIST who gives me strength. ohyes. i embarrassed myself today. i was trying to do some bow. then i tripped. and nearly fell. next to the stairs. near the lecture theatres. michelle charmaine pam were laughing. hmphfs.i havent spoken to one of another few of my besties. either joel. joel tan. joel swee. hahahs. or both? smiles. dan. dalston. DOM! i just spoke to david yesterday. i called him silly cow. it was random. forgetting that he was my pet eagle. this is one ultra long post. hahahs. toodles.<3
thanks ferr reading! loves always.

ps. to the PERSON who shares the same name as my brother and same surname as my mommie. please. dont bother me anymore okays? not via grace either. that was like LAST YEAR. its way off history. its already one year. almost. just give up. its annoying please. i really dont mean to be harsh. but i really cant take it anymore okays? you're still my kor. no more than that. smiles. you've got Os. PLEASE STUDY HARD.(:

2006-01-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

i'm super tired. guess what. aaron asked me to go to sch today while i was on the way home from the hostel ytd. i was like. okays. i just got out. ohwells. today went back. we didnt run. hahahs. we just played badminton all day long. smiles. then aaron lost his racket. but i found it thank you. smiles. hahahs. so we went to clementi central. aaron and i couldnt buy our rabbit. sniifffs. i want to buy the dog cookie. it looks funky. hahahs. oh! bryan has this spider on his neck i think. then i started taking pictures of it. hahahs. then it was passed to luxin who blew it to the ground. okays. we had macs ferr lunch. i almost didnt touch my fries at all. yesyes. quite amazing that i finished me burger. smiles. i was really hungry. hahahs. x) then grace and i took aaron's bottle. he didnt know. super funny. hahahs. then we went to jp to shop! hahahs. not exactly. didnt have the time. the jp's body shop dont have grace's shampoo. she snipped her hair. hahahs. i saw rabbits at the pet shop there! anyways. i didnt know so many people were going today. all i know was the nithin and vijay couldnt go in the end. then luxin came. so it was aaron luxin roy eugene grace yunzhi me bryan nathaniel. erms. then the other guy and the other girl. i think i just dont know my seniors well. rarrhs. we had some happy meal toy. hahahs. its super cute. i really wanted to mos burger toy that time. sniifffs. i didnt get it. sighs. then bryan had such a great story. hahahs. its so horrifying indeed. xD he knew the corny and dirty joke. hmphfs. must be the aci thingy. anyways. i'm still suspicious if he gave a fake number. ohyes. eugene and his gang were saying i'm slow. AGAIN. why does everyone say i'm slow. aaron. stop scaring me.
andand.
some cell member's car got BAM. knocked by jason's yada yada. kind of a coincidence. jason's family. hahahs. sadsad. he's like overseas now. studying. take care phyllis. please pray ferr her. she's really sick. mengyih didnt go ferr cell. aaron went to lot1 arcade. i didnt want to follow him then go to his house. hahahs. as i expected, he returned home only at 10. thankies phyllis! dropped me off at aaron's place. smiles. i stole aaron's nougats. hahahs. okays. i really need my sleep. luxin had to go nagging about my eyebags today again. and everyone just wanted to see it. hmphfs. nights(:

i love john's smile! i wont see it til monday. i havent seen it ferr more than a day.):

2006-01-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

i'm home again. hahahs. found some super dumb excuse again. hahahs. yuppies. i'm like super tired. went to mengyih's house to get the book. he almost forgot. hahahs. i'm tired. hmphfs. i bought my maths file. (: and my foolscape! grins. i'm still used to calling it science pad. rarrhs. john's our beloved physics rep. oh. mentoring session was like stated that our session is at d5-13. it was the ladies washroom. hahahs. that was super funny. it turned out to be d5-17 actually. ya. thankies to samuel who got the latest version of the timetable. i dirtied my uniform): baa. ohwells. i need my sleep. or else i'll like oversleep and forget to go to school. hahahs. nights.

LOVES/.

2006-01-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

its a holiday. hahahs.
went to mg and i felt super extra.
went during the recess and was chatting with grace and eileen.
then i saw some others.
plus ms yeo ms teo mrs sim ms chang mrs lim.
i think there were some others.
i ate RED BOWL NOODLES.x)
then i was late to meet mitchell. sorry.
he went to his school in nus high uniform!xD
its like, some mg girls thought what i wore today was my uniform.
hahahs
we had a hard time finding kbox.
and i had some sort of laughing fits.
then we walked around with charmaine.
then we bumped into reico and we went to the arcade.
then charmaine left.
we played.
we walked bean all the way to the mrt
then we went to starbucks.
bought a present ferr AHEMS.(:
its super cute okays.
then michelle and i bought a shirt!
andand. ear sticks.
then we reached home. she sent me the mms!
i'm seriously in love with nus high.
without the studying part. hahahs.

2006-01-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

m06304 rocks(:
thats the class that i really love. yesyes.
we have the best cheer and best psls.
reico aka bean aka doudou! charmaine and grace.
hahahs. bestest psls.
pamela charmaine michelle<33
mitchell john weicheng. hahahs.
yichen wurui and the other two foreigners.
vanessa and celine.
stanley rich chenhan wangdi tianwei ryan shrinuff hieu and the other two foreigners.
i keep forgetting foreign names. sorry! they got english names though. hahahs. some.
we packed hampers. bean cheers. gay cheers. school cheers. school song.
uh. took pics. ate. played. dance.
we started off as strangers and now we are so close(:
the amazing race rocked. the games in the school rocked.
i almost took away aaron's shirt on friday. hahahs.
he started it first. x)
301 has someone who looks exactly like me?
is your first impression of me a shy and introvert girl?=X
hahahs. i kept laughing when charmaine said that.
i simply love nus high. i love m06304!
tons.

2006-01-01T16:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR.(:
new yr. hahahs. cant believe its so fast lahs. bleagh. aaron! you better dont whack me the first thing you see me okays. or else i'll abandon you. x) hahahs. jk. ytd's service rock. i think the sermon was a good one. at least i felt that it aplied ferr me. a great cloud of witnesses that surrounds us. should i go to school from home or meet the rest at the station on tuesday? rarrhs. today went out to celebrate elsa's birthday. her combo 3 again. hehs. we took neos. she could only take her jeans after 6. flory and i gave her a scratch card each. the scratch card tells what she'll be getting. she's getting ferrero rocher from flory. she got a meal from me! heehees. i saw sam candice sam and alvin at lot1. hahahs. oh! elsa's white lie got truda in trouble. coz she told us truda was sick ytd. so we told felicia and felicia told angel and i asked if truda's okay today. hahahs. it was actually elsa who was sick. silly girl. didnt want us to worry. x) how sweet. then flory tab and me had the same shirt ytd. grins. elsa didnt come. so i was the only whitey. mel tan didnt go so there was only two blacks and me. one white.): ohwells. grace got the skirt that she wanted! i think it looks great on you grace. smiles. hahahs. maybe i could get the shirt ferr you or something once i get some money. hehs. once again. forgot to bring my christmas presents. bleagh. sorry. hahahs. sadsad. joel couldnt go to our watch night service ytd. ohwells. good byes.

2005-12-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

I AM SO MAD WITH THE ONLINE MODULE SELECTION.

its like totally cranky. now i lost my shakespeare. previously was maths behind betting and gambling. then now the 2nd semester violin class i think. i'm NOT moving to a class. i want b class. the 2nd class has more of pam and those people. hahahs. or at least mich's there. i've like had enough of the trash of that thing okays. cant they just use paper? use hard copy. i cant believe i have to do this like ferr the next 4 yrs. this is unbearable!>.< i shall try to be PATIENT with this new method that they want to use.

Lord i really need patience okays. even with my hostel mates.

yesyes. my neighbours are two people from china. one of them is like from my class. hahahs. forgot her name. ya. grace and i went shopping(: i still think that white skirt and blue blouse are really nice. andand. we're going to buy the slippers!x) grins. plus i'm most probs going to buy nemo or the little ball. its just too cute. sorry grace! hahahs. i bought a pencil box thats HUGE. but i had to get that or else i'll like hurt my calculator everyday. ya. hahahs. i'll get the wallet another day. i spent like almost $60 today. and that guy. HE'S TRASH. nicole rocks. hahahs. she killed him. ya. then grace and i saw this really cute boy on the train. (: plus we saw vanessa and erica. in ps. grace is becoming ms office girl. hahahs. skirts. blouses. heehees. grace should be calling soon.

BYES<33

2005-12-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

grace and i have an official profession.
PRANKING(:
i closed the convo by accident
grace wants to kill me.
we're better than tham and gang!
hehs
but not on the phone lahs
i just gave away our prank on the phone today
nicole tham ryan wanted to kill me okays>.<
we pranked on msn plus on the phone.
my friends should have guessed its me
THANKS TO THAM.
ya. moolanie eh. x)
we watched i know what you did last summer
its super scary and we didnt dare to go into the toilet.
ryan so called lost his hp. hahahs. i found it okays.
ya
i'm moving into my hostel tmr
praying about the church matter.
i felt cheated by tham today.
she overslept and grace and i waited super long ferr her at dover.
hmphfs
i got to tell tham about my profession.
byes<33
dont know when i'll update again(:
LOVES

2005-12-26T09:55:00.000+08:00

happy boxing day!
heehees.
went to grace's service ytd. char snipped her hair. grace thinks it looks a little like melt. hahahs. i dont think so. ohwells. then after service we went to have ahmei's kaya toast. hahahs. new shop(: but no kaya. so i took peanut butter. grace had prata. then we left ferr expo. we were so tired on the train. then while waiting ferr tham at expo ferr her service to end, grace and i were playing bingo! hahahs. so spastic. then we saw this guy. he ask us sign up ferr odnt know what. we just sign up to waste time. then he was saying if i win the trip ferr two then i bring grace or if grace wins then she'll bring me. then i ask him what if both of us win. then he said bring him. hahahs. then we were like okays. crap. hehs. then i met than inside hall 8. met vanessa. she told me the exchange gift i got had tickets inside! guess what. it was to 24th dec's magic of love! hahahs. so we were like, we're one day late. but later we changed the tickets. dan had two extra tickets ferr 23rd but grace didnt want to go. ohwells. super funny. then i got balloons from the carnival(: watching tham and kai and their cell playing. hahahs. i didnt dare lahs. ya. then later we got super bored. tham went home and we went to ask if we could change the tickets. they said had to wait. then later at 6+ they called. had tickets! grace was like super happy lahs. hahahs. then saw dalston.x) hahahs. i think his jacket is so cool okays. hahahs. ya. it reminds me of china. but its weird in a way. he realised i snipped my hair. hahahs. i've said its a little too short!:( anyways, the best part. i think there was quite a number of PRCs!(: so glad lahs. so we prayed ferr them. grace was like wanting them to stop soon. she wanted her beauty sleep. heehees. went home and was waiting ferr my hair to dry. so i called joel. he ask me go online. then the other joel was about to go online. but i called dalston first. he yawned twice! hahahs. so i thought i was like depriving him of sleep lahs. so i went online and let him sleep. then later joel called. then his gay partner called. luxien? hahahs. dont know how to spell. he's wierd. ask me things about joel and what i think of him. luxien's 2 years joel's sen. in mj. the dunman people. hahahs. then dan called. joel called me rich girl four times. actually 3. then the last time he called me wealthy. hmphfs. ohyes. i'm hooked to the funny song! the one joel sent! hahahs. aka SKIP or brother boar. x) its like super cute lahs. hahahs. okays. juliet's awake. byes<33

2005-12-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

i didnt see luxin today. ):
i know he went m06302 with aaron
went ferr matriculation day at nus high and grace came along
i'm so glad i aint in the same class as that guy!(:
hahahs. that nerdy guy. but. animal's club separated.):
sadsad lahs
reiko and cheeguan in o1
aaron renee and luxin in 02
cass and caleb in 03
me mich pam char mitchell in 04
the rest i dont know.
mr sukandar was like grinning at cass and i
he said now we're in different classes
my class is like full of intl students
x)
good or bad? hahahs
mit chell made me embarrass in class lahs.
rarrhs.
i look like ite student in the uniform
pe attire's super wierd. ):
the books rock lahs
super thick. just 6 subjects and i cant carry them. i only can take 2 txtbooks okays.
hmphfs.
dan has free tickets to mol
grace dont want to go
ohwells. we might go tmr or sunday.
grace and i had a great talk!
i love grace(:
happy belated birthday. leon and zack.<33

2005-12-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

heyys. today's class gathering was like, erms. half the class wasnt there? ya. anyways. went to nicole's house first. tham was like, late lahs. hahahs. nvm okays. then we were 'exploring' thingys about this guy. he's like wierd. despo. ultimate. hahahs. ya. i'm like how serious lahs. he's super fickle minded. within one day, he likes another girl. wierd. then we went looking at other despo accs. and then. erms. we need somethings that were super nasty. i cant say. tham will like kill me. but it was still super fun lahs. hahahs. yuppies. thats the main point. coz SOMEONE has a super split personality or some sort lahs. tham bought her christmas present. hahahs. i helped her choose! then later none of us wanted the front seat of nicole's mommie's car. so i was forced to take it. boo. but later nicole wanted to change. her mommie was like, dont ever give it to nicole. hahahs. ya. we reached there like, almost one when we suppose to be there at 12?great welcome. delia squirted us. then they played taboo while we ate. then they played some wierd game. poor nicole. had the smallest card 3 times in a row! so she had to dip a chip into the mixture and eat it. good thing sonia's brother helped her the last time round lahs. its sick. had like wierd things all mixed. drinks, sauces, whatever. then pass the parcel. it was funny. mine was retarded. shouting hohoho. the present was some photo frame. alicia got it. lucky girl! we were like, trying to hug to the gift lahs. hahahs. ya. then played ps. later sonia was pushed into the pool. and the guard was like, he didnt allow us to enter the pool in t shirt. he said our shorts could, but our shirts cant. wierd. hahahs. so we went up to the balcony to play water balloons. at least we werent that wet. yepps. thats a good thing okays. then we went back and we were like, drinking 'pink martini, red wine, xo'. x) raspberry 7up, coke, root beer. then we cheers. using those wine cups. hahahs. wierd. charissa and i got married. no lahs. then we played ps again. oh yes. before we went down, we exchanged gifts. chong gave squirts! bleagh. i want them. and she got the toy dog. hmphfs. i wanted it! sniifffs. then we played ps til 4.30 then left. tham water bombed me til my feet was all wet! argh. ohwells. nvm. i met grace at city hall. we ate burger king and i was telling her about AHEMS. i kept laughing til my face went red lahs. she said that. yuppies. then we're now at her aunt's office slacking. nothing to do. heehees. ohwells. just playing.

andand. the mci musical thingy whatever was called LOST? to the people who asked. the guys. hahahs. i recall it!(: loads of concerts comnig up. got fcbc's mol, chc christmas funfair. bryan's church's christmas. grace's church. my aunt's christmas party. ammi party. church lunch. my bestie's party. so many. hahahs. i have loads of fishballs left. bleagh. grace!xD better go play with me.<33

2005-12-20T15:23:00.000+08:00

i think i'm having too little sleep. bleagh. last night was talkingon the phone again. but wasnt that long. as compared to the previous night lahs. hahahs. ya. the previous night, talked to dom til about 1. then to joel. then later conference with dalston. until 3+ i think. hahahs. super long. and my throat always hurts the most at night and in the morning. wierd. ohwells. weather change. hahahs. i seem to be more afraid of air con places now. strange. i watched chicken little! its super cute okays! hahahs. ya. then joel saw this santa claus. hahahs. he can go take its place! earn money. hahahs. one minute of skip dance and he gets one dollar. one hour he'll get $60! x) heehees. wait. now there's two joel's in this testi. just realised. my cousin just told me. the own who would earn money is the older one. hahahs. the crazier one! aka. my brother boar. yuppies. the other's erms. the airport gang guy. x) now he's at camp. but he still could call last night. badbad. hehs. jk. grace and i didnt dare to call each other last night. around the same time. hahahs. almost 12 that time. coz we thought each other was already asleep. see, we think alike!xD yayyie! alrights. just came back. later still meeting grace. LOVES(:

2005-12-18T16:27:00.000+08:00

one day after getting back to singapore. i feel so much more at home now. hahahs. ya. and my com can view any blog i want. the cheena internet cannot go to blogs. not even my own. had to go to templates and view my blog then can. silly thingy. ohwells. i'm HOME(:

andand. joel was at the airport ytd! hahahs. heylows joelxD i havent saw you in ages. so you and i both grew older. hahahs. rubbish. i still have seven more years til i'm 21. yesyes. sad. dan reached the airport when i left. joel's flight was delayed. so i didnt see him toos. so i didnt see their cell brothers. its okays. i realised something. first thing typical singaporeans do when they step out of the plane. use the handphone. hahahs. it was a hysterical sight. heehees.

and i didnt feel like going out to church today. especially church. its only because elsa pleaded with me to go. all because of her i went. of course i thought i should go spend time with GOD as well. but. i feel guilty. i'm been a bad daughter of GOD. sighs. but. i really aint feeling too well. my throat hurts. andand. flory wasnt there. ben had duty. yang is in malaysia. seth is on holiday. tabitha's away toos. so i didnt have the mood to talk to anyone else. flory told elsa to tell me to help her collect the gifts ferr grace ward. who's heidi? who's frances? i dont know who's frances. i found a heidi but i think thats not the heidi. its another heidi. grace is in malaysia. my mommie said i shall stay home to get ready ferr the new year. so i cant play this hols.my plans all cancelled. al lthe appointments cancelled. i shall ask her again when she's in a happy mood. hahahs.

christmas is round the corner. and i got almost half a dozen of celebrations to attend. hmphfs. nvm. one day when dalston aint going to work then i shall tell you more about my trip okays? maybe i'll buy you coffee instead.xD jk. ohyes. the coffeeshop's helping to advertise fer our chinese evangelistic concert. thats great! hopefully it'll be successful.yuppies. gtg. miss all of you loads!<33

2005-12-02T16:55:00.000+08:00

cant wait. another 15 days and i can go home. hahahs. yayyie. my brother's coming tmr. bringing loads of chocolates with him. silly guy. anyways. what just happened was super silly. i dont know how to say cleaner in chinese. then i went to the room looking ferr the cleaner. then the driver was there. then my mommie said the 'auntie'. as in, she said it in english. then she started laughing. the driver was stunned. then the driver saw me then started laughing. then i was like, 'the person who pours tea upstairs'. then i was laughing at the same time. of course i said it in chinese lahs. then later nvm. we walked away laughing. then the driver was laughing toos. then later i decided to go tell him. the 'qing jie ah yi'. hahahs. then when i said that, he was like, everyone's clean! then i was like, nvm. hahahs. we kept laughing lahs. its super funny. the driver always like to tease me. bleagh. i learnt a new word! ' zeh weh'. hahahs. its super funny. i go around saying it. whatever it means.xD okays. gtg. byebye!(:

2005-11-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

i've realised that thingsdont always go the way we expect them to be.
i realised how small my country is.
i realised that the impossible circumstances do exist.
i realised that i havent realised many other things.

i really think everyone just keeps realising things all the time.
i also realised that sometimes we cant hold on to thepast.
i realised that when i think i have moved on, i havent.
i realised that only God's love is forever.

dont know why suddenly i realised that i've found out so many.
it just popped into my mind.
so i just want to tell my bestest friends.
Though we are unworthy of God's love, He'll still love us.
be it in good times or in bad times.(:

God bless you.

2005-11-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

hellos(:

thankies to those who actually wished me happy birthday. kind of surprised. hahahs. i'm still remembered even when i'm in shanghai. hahahs. sadsad. i fell sick on my birthday. had fever. andand. my head was hurting like crazy. so was my stomach. then i threw up. what could be worse. it was that bad til i cried. hmphfs. i refused to see the doctor. but in the end my daddy forced me to. then the silly doctor wanted to admit me. obviously i didnt want. so i kept annoying the doctor til he decided not to admit me. hahahs. lucky me. he said only if i dont throw up the next day. good thing i didnt. hahahs. must be my prayers.(: yuppies. see. God is good okays. andand. my church's having the prata cinema this saturday. hope many non believers would go. dan's church seeling some tickets too. it sounds so coolies. hahahs. our church's concert's free. hahahs. but it doesnt sound that funky. hehs. ohwells. see first. see whether i can go ferr both. or else. later then i'll decide. yuppies. i'm really missing singapore. i think i'm homesick. sighs. ohwells. waiting ferr my brother to come. hopefully i would feel better. hahahs. his unexpected rubbish can help to keep my mind away from the singapore thoughts. yesyes. i miss my cell group the most. especially flory elsa and feli. as we call her.hahahs. it reminds me of a cat you know. x) hehs. ohwells.

seeyou<33

2005-11-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

hellos.

i'm freezing. its super cold here. hmphfs. my stomach keeps hurting like mad. at least it aint the long pains. hmphfs. so annoying. bleagh. must keep praying. yesyes. tried to explore the place myself. in the end i got lost. hahahs. took a cab back. only way. then morning the bus came and my mommie and i didnt know it was the bus. so we just stood there. then later we asked the beijing 101 place then they said that bus went to the place we wanted to go. hahahs. super funny. we're like trying to be cheena people. x) we dont want my daddy or the driver to fetch us around. no fun. then all the restaurants. not fun. hahahs. every morning my mommie and i walk down the road from my daddy's office to some place selling road side food. then after 2 days, the workers started buying ferr us. so we cant walk there anymore. hmphfs. i want my singapore lifestyle. =(i shall try to stop spending. yuppies. determined. okays. shall make a move.

byes<33

2005-11-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

oh yes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

MR BENJAMIN((:
my dearest brother<33

God bless you in australia.

2005-11-14T16:05:00.000+08:00

i'm finally done replying emails. the church is.. erms. quite big. but i guess its because they got only a few churches. ya. ohwells. so glad to see the number of christians in cheena. so i guess our work in singapore and thai aint redundant. yayyie! so glad. ohyes. during the tour, i was like, how could that guy ask everyone to pray along with him? its just BAD. of course i didnt. i think to the many many hands buddha. dont know whatever name lahs. then later give some pouch after they see the funny eared buddha. the super ultra fatty buddha. hahahs. then ask them go pray the thingy. then read the fortune thingy. how disgusting. its like, how could they brainwash ppl? ohwells.thats the world nowadays. sighs. embarrassed myself during the trip. wells, i told some people about it. its unsafe to type it on my blog coz its like, half the world would know later. hahahs. ohwells. i'll NEVER go on a tour with cheena tour groups again. go also go with singapore tours. hahahs. yuppies. i'm freezing here. i'm going to be just like a sumo wrestler. bleagh. and that guy got into a fight and broke his teeth. silly guy. at least i didnt have him bugging me the last few days. hahahs. felt super happy. hehs. he's kind of funny though. just that it gets kind of annoying overtime. a little. sometimes wheni'd rather be by myself. wells, its good that he brings me around or else i'll have no idea how to get from place to place. hahahs. so i shall just give thanks ferr having him around. i shall not shop anymore. hahahs. unless its really ferr somethign good((: yesyes. enough of treats. tonight again. hmphfs. so far only 2 days didnt get a treat. i want to eat in peace. i want to pay ferr it myself. hahahs. okays. i need to rush to the warmer. i'm turning into an ice block. hehs. bye<33

2005-11-08T09:48:00.000+08:00

hellos((: i'll be away tonight til i dont know when. yuppies. okays. gtg. hahahs. cant get to my blog. hmphfs. ohwells. finally replied all my emails. super sorry grace didnt reply you! i email you next monday okays grace? did you miss me grace? hahahs. my fellow erms. crazy girl. hahahs. remember. the wierd people i told you about. hahahs. i'm looking fer your stopwatch like thingy grace. dont worry. anything else you want me to get then email me okays. bye! wow. this post seems to be ferr grace specifically. hahahs. alrites. bye grace lim ci en.((:

2005-11-07T09:56:00.000+08:00

dumdeedum. i'm so bored. now just doing nothing in my daddy's workplace. got a huge room which is practically as good as empty except ferr the table plus a few stuffies and this com. hahahs. i walked so far from the office to buy food. hahahs. they have scary roads. not as scary as thailand. still can tell which road is which direction. hahahs. ya. but they horn too much. and its COLD. hahahs. first day got a treat from kang and li laoban. 2nd day got a treat from kang laoban again. at night li laoban and dont know what laoban looked ferr us. GOOD THING we had eaten. hahahs. they order like, super a lot of food. and they make you drink. at least they dont force us to smoke. hahahs. ya. i spent like a lot already lahs. hahahs. actually, if comverted then it isnt that much. but here its a lot. yuppies.((: i snipped my hair! baa. its erms. wierd. i dont like it. hmphfs. ohwells. that salon gave me like super good treatment. wash must ask this ask that. hahahs. because they know my daddy. then the restaurant also know them so well le. i feel wierd. also call me cai xiaojie. hahahs. then i get driven around. i want to take the bullet train! they tell me its like how fast. it sounds so funky. heehees. ohwells. the cheena ppl say the best is just to get driven around. baa. i feel so uneasy. anyways, anyone wants me to get stuffies? hahahs. ohya. today o levels start le. hahahs. must wish all sec 4s the best! jiayou^^

jeremy]]work hard okays. i'll reply your msg when i get back. hahahs. read it le. tell you the number via msn. take care alrites(:

leon]]jiayou!GA now must look after yourself. yes. it'll beover soon!

dalston]]hellos.thankies ferr sending me off. plus your brothers. hahahs. hope the nighty people do well okays. you dont look like terrorist.(: plus the china airline food is erms. quite bad. hahahs. i'll email you. GOD BLESS YOU SIR.x)
p.s. dont watch too much popeye. however to spell his name.ya

joel tan]]thankies ferr sending me off too. yesyes. waste your time. hope you guys had an enjoyable soccer match that day. hahahs. go airport play soccer de. heehees. play hard and work hard and get into njc okays. and i aint rich girl. hahahs. byebye!((:

dan!]]hellos!hahahs. still remember that date?xD you can foget it ferr a while during your Os. or else yo uget confused with your history dates. uh. you take hist? hahahs. i'm super crazy. too much fun. yes. thankies ferr sending me off. yesyes. finish your Os then email me alrites. hahahs. BYE!

MG seniors]]study hard okays. heard of so many of you getting direct school admission. lucky. hahahs. still work hard. <33

jiamin]]work hard okays. can come out and play very soon le. dont worry. hahahs. loveyou*

anyone i missed out? hope not. hahahs. cant remember. sorry! only this few i remember. coz i've been in closer contact with. hahahs. plus the airport gang. hahahs.
p.s. airport gang, please dont sleep during your paper. i know you guys would be really tired since you guys ALWAYS sleep in the day. ya. hahahs. seeyou(:<33 God bless you all.

erms. anything can email me at rainbow_hearts@hotmail.com. yes. msg me can too. but i got to pay my bills all the time. then this month my mommie gave me less allowance. hmphfs. >.< alrites. go play le. BYE<33

2005-11-04T13:18:00.000+08:00

hellos.
thankies joel so much ferr asking if i'm okay! hahahs.((:
anyways, my mommie said that she wont pause my hp line anymore! and thus, i can bring my hp. hahahs. well, it'll be expensive if i reply though. yuppies. okays. nvm. i'm still bringing. heehees. this morning my brother went to airport. decided to wait til like 6 ferr the first mrt. ya. then my mommie had like constant stomach pains. so many o level students studying at airport okays. hahahs. so cool so cool. hahahs. my brother's friend seriously thought i was a little girl lahs. and i found it so embarrassing to go into a mass of guys and ask my brother if anything was wrong coz my mommie wanted to know. one girl poof. and appeared. its plain embarrassing okays. anyways, my brother was saying that he friend is cute. and so funky. hahahs. at least i think he's not as 'nerd' in a way to the others. hahahs. his officer's too dao. they should all have shorter hair. or why need to be in army? hahahs. my brother had like the biggest bag lahs. and his friend gave me a drink! hahahs. i'm super tired. super. yesyes. super tired.i didnt want to sleep last night before we had to leave, thinking i can pull through. then this morning i slept at nine. woke up at eleven. then slept again. then at one again. and decided to give up. its somehow day and i cant sleep long. hahahs. ohwells. ya. i want to tell grace something! i told joel le! hahahs. shhh. hehs. i hope she comes. or i'll call her. i need to bathe. hahahs. actually i want to. still the same. byebye! til i lay my hands on a computer. LOVES((:

2005-11-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

i wish i could reach You
i wish i could feel You
i wish i could hear You
just like before..

it seems like God's been showing me that he really wants me in the non english side of service ferr him. it aint in kiddies either. i'm in a dilema. my chinese sucks. i know He dont wait til i'm perfect before he uses me. how? i should avail myself rites? but i cant seem too. i'm trying to argue with Him. i feel that way at least. i'm avoiding Him by not doing QT. thats just BAD. i know i might seem to be exagerating thingys but its really scaring me. SOMEONE help! yongfu! joel! i really hope one of you guys read this. samuel, calyn, chailing, anyone! rirong my die! please help your nu er now okays. jelaine our dearest TL. sighs. i need support. seriously. i'll start backsliding if i dont have help. i'm trying not to let that happen. but i just seem to be so afraid. sighs. anyways, today i created a story with cher. hahahs. mengyih dont insult it. today dom cant call me. coz i got a bad throat. thats why i'm feeling down maybe. no call from him. ohwells. still can try to get to sleep lahs.

2005-11-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

peekaboo.x)

today woke up late so i had to skip breakfast to meet josh and gang at cine lahs. hmphfs. meng was still later than me. hahahs. transporter's cool. hahahs. i like that little boy! heehees. he's like how cute. how adorable mans. hahahs. yesyes. after the show it was like, those guys dont know why suddenly so into japanese food. go all over cine finding the cheapest. including the food court. hahahs. in the end went up to have ramen but in the end ate some set meal lahs. hahahs. super funny. josh the extra one.x) then later in the train they kept bullying me okays. hmphfs. i can still be seen even if you guys are standing. poofs. then still take my thingy. >.< my ezlink card! sam hid it. then still bluff me. hahahs. come my house rob me of my eggs and cooked some 'specialty' dish. according to joshua. and it had water at the bottom! hahahs. super funny. and the chocolate puff sam took, wells, he gave a wierd face. its not spoilt lahs. hahahs. mengyih said his durian puff was alrite. ryan refused to eat. joshua too. poofs. then they scare me! with the exorcist trailer. poofs. they always bully younger ppl. hahahs. thats bad okays. yes. xD then they left. joshua and mengyih had to go home. sam didnt want to stay so late so he left. then ryan and i met my mommie and my brother later ferr dinner. yuppies. my mommie's coke was hot. hahahs. how funny mans. then walked around jurong point. when we left, we bought fruit juice! hahahs. ryan's apple juice was suer sweet. as in really sweet. mine's just nice. my brother's water melon juice, wells, reminded me of that day! hahahs. and my brother fell asleep once we got home. hahahs.

i missed dom by just a tiny bit. he was at jurong point at 8.50! and i think i was waiting ferr my bus or just got on the bus at the time. bleagh. ohwells. at least you called me. hahahs. yuppies. you made my day. actually, you made all the days that you called me a great day((: yeps.

seeyou guys when i'm back from cheena.LOVES/x)

p.s. email me at rainbow_hearts@hotmail.com and dont msg my hp when i'm away. i'll be online sometimes. yuppies. thankies! loveyou guys loads.((: especially YOU val. uhhuhs.

2005-10-27T18:37:00.000+08:00

hellos.
i guess ytd and today aint that good.
ytd wells. i shant talk. i just got one thing to say. SOME teachers are bias okays. seriously. that makes me feel glad i'm leaving MG. hopefully no NUSHS teacher's like that lahs. on the other hand, i sometimes feel sad to leave. i mean, i somehow feel a close thingy between the school and me. well, i think primary school was way better though. i encourage ppl to enrol your children in mg pri! sec, wells its just up to you lahs. (: i'm super confused. ohwells.

today.
the worst part was the competition part. mine was water melon. it was 4 WHOLE melons. we broke it ourselves. ate in like barbarians. yanking out the water melon. SICK. then it was placed on dirty bags that were on the floor. the dirt kind of gets into what we're eating when we smash the melons in the bag and take it out to eat. ya. people attacked our territory! hmphfs. and dirtied our place. how inconsiderate. we were like pressing the melons to make it into water so we wont have to eat so much. hahahs. i ate so much lahs. i aint going to touch water melons, yellow or red, ferr at least the rest of the year. x)
the juice ppl were complaining too. they say our class drank a total of 74 packets. tham and pho drank 10. which is like, 1.8 litres? wow. hahahs. but eileen said its NOT FERR HUMAN CONSUMPTION. yuppies. they said its CONCENTRATED SYRUP and not juice. it was expired, some of them, and some had black thingy in it. plus plus many ppl PUKED. despite the various flavours, all were BAD. the best was grape which still wasnt that good. it was just normal. so the rest is like.. ya. xD our school's practically making us pay ferr us to fall sick okays. anyways, we got our report book back during recess. mrs tang said she didnt have mine and ask me ask office and if they didnt have it, i had to buy a new one. its rubbish mans. then office staff told me find some mdm ong in the staff room. then went there and mrs kuan says shes in the office. then mrs tang came along. then they said they'll go find the report book. then after quite a while. mrs yeo, mrs kuan and mrs tang came out and told me to wait longer. mrs kua ntrying to joke lahs! hahahs. told me to meditate. meditate on how much i'll miss MG when i leave. (: then after a SUPER long time. mrs tang came back with my report book! praise the Lord(: then she couldnt find my cca and pft thingys. so went in to find. then mrs kuan came and said it was a miracle the report book was found!xD then she ask whats wrong then i told her that thingys were missing. ya. then mrs tang ask me to find chong since she was the one holding the box during recess. then chong said mrs tang took it out! hahahs. mrs tang's so funny. she forgot. hahahs. yuppies. then later found it lahs. my report was wierd. mrs ong wrote my name as KEZIAH! hahahs. i kept laughing lahs. delia's pw was andrea and andrea's physical science was megan. hahahs. the wierdest was mine since we had NO KEZIAH IN OUR CLASS?! hahahs. so dumb de. she went home already after school so now the comment report is with ms yeo. she'll find mrs ong tmr. new peice ferr me! heehees. then went out. eat then shop so much then eat then shop again then take neoprints then play a while then go home. hahahs. tham's crazy with her camera. how out of control. hahahs. i'll go talk to yewyau now. he's done. yupies. cassie i aint stealing him! RELAX.x) i'm just making sure he dont run away.

LOVES(:
God is truly great okays.

2005-10-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

i'm so sorry.
you know i didnt mean it.
but i cant treat you that way either.
can you please talk to me?
just like how we were before.
lets be friends just like before.
i really miss talking to you.
the childish talks and the songs.
can we at least still be friends?
dont ignore me anymore.
i miss your company.
i really hope to hear from you.
hopefully before i leave.(:

LOVES

2005-10-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

hellos(:
hahahs. ytd went to RMBR. it was so coolies lahs. i tell you something. there's only squirrels there! no raccoons nor wombats nor reindeers nor rabbits nor hamsters. hahahs. got this hamster liked thingy though. ya too bad aaron wasnt there. i was having sore eye and silly michelle plus cassie plus reiko keep saying i'm crying coz THOSE 2 didnt come. hahahs. like real lahs. i aint in love with them. heehees. the specimens are so cute okays. hahahs. jelly fish. blob. hehs. ya. the person separated me from cass and reiko. hmphfs. but i still had michelle, charmaine plus pam! hahahs. yuppies. then cheeguan was laughing at me coz i got lost. mao. hahahs. how dare he. then we got to do an egg secimen! its SICK. blowing the egg yolk out. bleagh. i broke the first egg while drilling the hole. the 2nd one reiko broke it. hahahs. ya. third i did it all by myself! i decided to use the non cheep skate method and blow the egg white plus yolk out instead of the syringe. heehees. i blow like mad lahs! rarrh. then that orange shirt guy laugh at me. suddenly forgot his name. hahahs. ya. there was this NERD who totally annoyed ALL THE GIRLS from my class that went. hahahs. he is so annoying okays. seriously. hahahs. give dumb answers only. we were talking about him during lunch. michelle and cass copied me and bought crispy dory! baa. hahahs. we took the last bit of it left at that shop. hahahs. ya. kept playing there. then i didnt take the mrt with cheeguan!hahahs. took with michelle. coz i was going to church. heehees. he's SAD. hahahs.

talk about church. I'M SO DUMB. everyone dropped me so many hints but i picked up none. bleagh. the food catered and placed outside the chapel, i thought it was like ferr some meeting later or something. bleagh. plus i was wondering why ryan and sama and josh came so early and why josh had a cake and still misunderstood him. hahahs. ya. SORRY JOSH!(: the cake was to celebrate my brother and my birthday! hahahs. yuppies. my brother picked up hints but i couldnt. mao. i was so touched. until later ryan told me like, 5 secs before they started singing the song. coz i REFUSED to go on the stage. hahahs. and BEN DIDNT COME!): he said he'll try. sniifffs. PLUS GRACE DIDNT COME! made me so sadsad. two besties didnt come lahs. sighs. but its still great. just that when the guys were playing soccer i had to serve drinks to them and i still got sprayed by josh. hmphfs. i was talking to a pillar and the fence. coz josh didnt allow me to talk to the pillar anymore. bleagh. he's hurt. poor guy. hahahs. so is ryan and many others. SOMEONE's so rough. x)

wells, today i was sort of a little late ferr service. call to worship was over. after church was talking to benben! hahahs. then go ljs. cant believe we bought ramadan feast lahs. hahahs. ya. later go jorel's house to play ps2. i was watching tv. then i watched them play. then sam came. then guess what?
I PLAYED!
I SCORED A GOAL!
(it was own goal)hehs.
i still scored. ryan and sam said i was too hyper. whole day just screaming away. well, playing soccer is so scary okays. hahahs. i scored ferr jorel. hmphfs. but i still won! 3-2. xD ryan scored 2 ferr me. sam scored one. jorel scored one ferr himself. i scored one ferr him! heehees. then we played some fighting game and i won sam and jorel once each! heehees. i take it that i won ryan coz we didnt have the time to play le. bleagh. hahahs. we went to take dinner then watch tv and left. kind of late lahs. hahahs.ya okays. i'll go to sleep now. GOOD NITES(:

What is the colour of your LIGHT?

2005-10-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA YEO BOON HWEE OR HUI.x)
just not likai. hahahs. yaya. my cousin's really cute. she's shy. thats why didnt dare to ask samuel and ryan how to do her work. hehs. she just punched me. and beat me. bleagh. and now she's laughing. AGAIN. hahahs. whole day LAUGH. hehs. alrites. she's so cute. ppl think we look alike. i think she's just mel junior. what i like and dislike, she likes too. hehs. ya. okays. gtg le. cousin wants to explore my emoticons! heehees. LOVES.

ps. juliet coloured the happy birthday. (:

2005-10-12T20:20:00.000+08:00

exams are over!(:
i'm happy. hahahs. why so many nus high ppl not going? actually only 2 lahs but, ya. hahahs. renee and ryan. bleagh. ryan says its boring. he finds the museum at dont know where more interesting. renee not interested. hahahs. baa. i wont do well this exams. ohwells. hahahs. all the best ferr your last paper renee! hahahs. i must go le. i think i'll flunk my art. ohwells. LOVES(:

2005-10-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

ITS THE LAST FORENSICS LESSON:(

and we couldnt spend our childrens day with mr sukandar
couldnt see him ferr the last time
ohwells
we're so gonna miss him
ANIMAL CLUB CANNOT BE SEPARATED(:
hahahs
wrote an encouragement note to everyone ferr the exams
more personalised notes ferr cass.reiko.pam.renee.char.mich.aaron.luxin.cheeguan!
hahahs
wanted to write ferr leonard plus mitchell too but no time
hahahs
today lesson dragged til 1
bleagh
i dont really like today's teacher
cass is going to get killed by aaron and me
hahahs
the small guy wet luxin like mad
with the glove water bomb!
whahahs
i kicked cheeguan off his high scores
heehees. he's JEALOUS.x)
i saw the indian guy on the bus today
I AINT RACIST OKAYS
sorry ferr making you wait super long cass.(:
our senior was asking us join basketball.
erms. NO.
hahahs. not me lahs
guides cookies! mint flavour. thankies cass.<3
exams are coming.
i'm still slacking with reiko.
hahahs
we ran on the track!
aaron and luxin chase us lahs.
silly
hahahs
we were talking about. ahems.
(:
SECRET
hehs.
had to redo the saliva experiment
so dumb!
needed some consent form to sign lahs
luxin initiator. hehs
afterthat we were like BYE SOCCER GUY!
hahahs
to mitchell
then later he msg me say he heard it
hahahs
so embarrassing mans xD
reiko's brother is still as cute as usual
hahahs
we're going to go out rite?
1.our dearest animal club. LOVES((:
2.the girls
3. musketeers(:
4. green 4!x)
talking about green 4
i miss william! the one who attempted to steal my rocket.
i aint in love with him reiko!
whole day say i'm in love with ppl de
i'm in love with you lahs.xD
you got daniao le.x)
heehees.
jk lahs.
XOXO